Badbuz

Haha ill get mine tomorrow! You should do the same! Nahh not moving home - getting a flat with my friend. She's movin down from Tipp!

Haha i dunno- im torn between xmas and paddys day- it used to be halloween til it became an excuse for women to dress in next to nothing.. seriously like i actually know a girl who went out in her underwear! i dunno how anyone could do that and not die! Yehh gettin outta this house. My dad dropped up the suitcase so ill start packing monday after xmas shopping! ive NO presents got- how bads that?!

Ah the brothers sorted!! 'f he wasnt so shy he'd be on xfactor by now! my plans for xmas involve spendin' time with my family, goin' to nenagh, and moving outta this hellhole of a place! Whats your plans?

i bet it is Christmas- I was fine up until now like! Probably the same wiv you...or somethin! Have to ring the doctor myself on Monday. He hasnt a clue bout SA tho.. I may aswell be referring myself! xD I hear theres a CBT therapist in Thurles so must get referred for that after Christmas. My friend got CBT from him for bipolar disorder and now shes convinced she's cured - sounds amazin'!
Oh no need to worry bout my bro- ill get him gigs and force him to pay me some of the profits! Think he's a bit too shy though at the mo... Pity cos he's really good!

Ugh depressions a bitch alright - coincidentally it seems to have hit me too - its all this Christmas malarchy I bet! Or do ya know whats causin it? My bruvvahs 14 now - been playin guitar since he was like 7 or something! God i remember the days he used to go around playin the recorder - i wanted to kill him and break the stupid thing! xD Yehh its great that theres a few interested! Even better that ill be in Galway anyway that weekend! I swear if im the only one that shows up ill cry!

Hey!! I've been purdeh good - i think! How bout you? I'm so proud. My bro's learnin' to play n sing Feelin' Good by MUSE! Nearly hugged him last night for even singing the song!
Ah I think we're all freaked out to some extent but hey - as strange as its gonna be twill be quite interesting! Hopefully we have at least one brave uber-talkative person! Once one person starts convo i should be perfectly able to continue it!

Hey Buzzy!! You comin' to that meetup thang in january??
You better be!!

Hi!! I'm so so sorry i didn't reply to your message sooner, I wasn't on this website for ages, sometimes it can get a bit depressing here and I was pretty stressed, feeling ok now though What ever happened with uni? I really hope everything worked out for you, do you still want any advice or anything? I hope you got through the hard time alright, talk to you soon

OMG Coffee's amazing!
I shall go to the decent places - looks like its definitely happenin' for my mates b'day so hopefully the bouncers in the next place are nice!

Tia Maria's like coffee . . .
Coffee ish good!
Oh I aint given up on Galway yet.
I shall quite possibly be back for me mateys coming of age in January!
Haha genius aren't'cha?!
Haha was funny in galway - i cheers-d one o the lads and the top of the glass came clean off! Got a free drink tho' so i wont complain!

Aye, you have a point. Def gonna try speed up the aging process anyway!
Ill go to Halo next time anyway... Ill have ta! We stayed in the Amber House cus one o the girls brothers works there. 35 euro for the night - not bad like!
Yachh!! Buckfast is maaaaanky - then again Charlene's very fussy about her drink!

We got stuck in the carpark there for bout 6 hours at that concert! Ahh i love the smell of tia maria - just not in my bag! Haha everyone feels old around me. oooh apparently im gonna be beautiful by the time im 26 or 27. one o the lads kept sayin it and has me motivated to speed up the process now. from todaay on im gonna stop eatin crap! Galway was okay but one o the lads got thrown outta club k for whistling!!!
I do love fibber magees- 2 cocktails for a fiver!!!!

Oooh i saw Eminem when you were like 17 too! Was that the year xzibit n obie trice were supportin? ya his oldest albums are the best alright. Eek! Smell of Tia Maria off my bag- not good! Hope its not leakin or ill cry! Ugh scumbags everywhere tonight- id love a gun.. tupacs class! Was obsessed there for a while.. yaaaa change yur username! Ah ive a brother and sister. Both younger. Pity. I got away with nothin and they get away with everything!

GUESS WHAT I JUST DID?!
Message....for you....my page......
Baaaaad influence!

Haha you gave up drink when i started!
I feel like a child...
Ahh the photos i take always look nothing like me! I've recent ones up in the picture thread in the forum - completely different..
I hate when people compare me to my sister. She's like a model. Everytime everyones like "I can't believe ye'r sisters!" I know EXACTLY what theyre thinkin'...
I'm dreadin people seein' my photos too. Think my privacy settings wont let em tho... Hope not!!
If you stayed drinkin you might have become dependent on it. Like me! :-S
Oh god i love South Park! And family guy!


Ooooh Family Guy or American Dad?!

I'm the same - even when im twisted drunk im tryin to make sure i dont look liike a complete twat! At least ive comfort in knowing i can always blame the drink! At least you were a carefree teenager once! 4 stone overweight right here. . . and cant afford a gym! :-S Also im anxious when it comes to the gym! Especially changing rooms. Middleaged women can be soooooo judgemental - and nothin's worse than a kid starin' at'cha!
Strangely i was always the easily influenced one! Though in innocent ways. Didnt even drink til i was 17 like. Then again i WAS paranoid my mother would somehow turn up in the wilderness and id be in trouble. My mothers a scary woman...

You're a bad influence Mr. Buzz!
I was about to send a message to myself too.
Ahh... theres assholes everywhere though... I must get an iPod with REALLY loud headphones to block em out!
Oh God nothin' worse than SA when youre around your mates. Ive lost friends cos of my stupid ways (one "friend" freaked out at me 'cos I refused to get her a bag of chips! - ummm helloooooooooooo! Major phobia of being seen anywhere near food here!!!)...
And when youre out do you just become FULLY dependent on drink to even talk to people you know years? Often found bein' sober ruined my night and just went home.

Haha youre always sendin' messages to yourself!
I've actually heard of Halo so I'll remember that one...
Must tell them about that one, cheers - gives me somethin' to talk about even if it is just for a sec!!
Ugh i've gotten verbal abuse over my appearance (or maybe its cos i look anxious)...
Just makes it a million times worse!
Whatcha say is good... Think thats Imogen Heap singing. You should listen to her other stuff - love her!

halo is pretty gud nite club or cps,there right beside eachother.i get that alot to always focusin on my negative things i cnt think of any positives and see other people dnt care bout there negatives which makes me even more annoyed and self conscious.its always gud to go on a road trip with sum1 funny.did ya hear a new song called whatcha say by jason derilo i love it so class

UGH! Haaate that - my mate gets a horrible time 'cause she's bipolar. Its like they do it 'cause they know she's sensitive to that shite... Legal studies... NOBODY i know likes any Law related subjects! Oh i would've loved to see that though..
See i know I'm overweight but sometimes i see things wrong with me that nobody else can see. Its horrible! And i have to put makeup on about 4 times! tut tut tut...
Ohh i cant wait for friday - got a lift sorted too with one o the funniest guys you could ever drink with, so should be an entertaining journey! Can ya recommend any good clubs up there?