Every time I speak to people these days I only speak and act in a serious and non enthusiastic and boring way I feel that is the only way to talk now because I've been like this for a long time. I feel doing this is the only way to talk to people when im shy im afraid of enthusiasm because of...
I always feel so much more alone when im alone near others and not connecting with them
But when I alone by myself I don't feels as lonely
The pain from loneliness of no friends is so much worse when Im spend all day being alone near others. Thats when my resentment and hatred start devouring...
i know im always alone but sometimes it doesnt feel as bad
specially when i stay at home i feel less lonely then when im out in a crowd
whenever someone disrespects me and cause me pain
it makes me feel so so angry and hateful and it makes me so much more alienated and alone because i have no...
ever since i was bullied and abused a lot when i was 13 i slowly lost my friends and ability to make because of the low self esteem and depression which resulted from bullying
now im 21 still alone with no friends or anything i don't really like hanging out with other people but i want to like...
can i build self confidence buy learning to fight - lyfe story
could it?
when i was a kid i was always afraid of embarrassing myself by losing a fight. i think my biggest regret ever was not standing up for myself against a bully and keeping my dignity i didnt realise myself being bullied until...
i cant laugh in front of others when i think something is funny
not even in front of my family
all i can do is smile, and when i want to crack up.. instead i just smile so wide it looks ridiculous.
i can only laugh when im by myself alone in my room.. i want to show people that i can