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Old 06-01-2013
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before you read this let me warn you there is going to be lots of swearing because at the moment I am beyond mad and sorry if this is in the wrong thread I didn't know where to put angry threads. Well here it goes I am getting so ****ing sick of every little thing that goes on in my life. Last night I attempted suicide and it failed. Now I just heard the girl I fell in love with is yet again going for another *** hole. Why because he's a good friend the guy only knew her for a year I knew her for 3 years and have been by her ****ing side for every little ****ing problem she has had. I have been holding in all this ****ing anger for way to long, I'm sick of how all these *** holes at school can get there ****ing way. He come to my school makes fun of my best friend, puts him down, and calls everyone here pussies because he came from a bigger city. I am getting ****ing sick of his shit. The voices in my head are full of rage if I let them take over there will be hell to pay. I'm sick of him always saying how he's so tough, how he's so much better. I hate how everyone ****ing loves him, and when they look at me I'm the ****ing creep. I try to be ****ing nice to everyone even if I don't like them and if I don't like them I don't talk to them and you know what I'm ****ing sick of being the nice guy people push me around and hurt me my whole life because of it. I'm going to start defending myself if I have to because I have dealt with everyone's bullshit long enough now.
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Old 06-01-2013

There are many fishes in the sea. If this girl doesn't like you, it's her loss.

It sounds like you're about to explode. Is there any way you could release your emotions safely? Venting on SPW is a start. I also suggest telling a trusted person, playing video games or exercising (which helps for me).
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Old 06-01-2013
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Originally Posted by dannyboy65 View Post
Last night I attempted suicide and it failed.
You need to see a professional. Immediately.
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Old 06-01-2013
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I kinda know exactly how you feel... I used to have this so called "friend" I'm pretty sure if you were to meet her you will think that she is a very sweet, kind, caring, and cute girl (that's how most people see her like) she was very kind although when me and her were to be alone she would always beat me, call me names, and say negative stuff to me which made my depression a bit more worse I didn't say anything to anyone because she told me that she could turn everyone againts me if I were to tell people about the way she treated me so I tried avoiding her company as much as I could ... I had so much anger towards her she has brought me down several times
I remember one time me and her had a small conversation about guys who we had a crush on... I told her the name of the guy I liked...the next day at school she started making out in front of me with the guy I had a crush on later that day she told me that the guy I used to like did not like me back because I'm ugly...
After that day my depression got worse, it made me want to isolate myself from the outside world, and it made me dislike humans even more
I had to let go of my anger somehow though... I just play video games it keeps me distracted from that anger...
You should try drawing, play video games, go for a walk, or something that dose not involve any kind of physically harm towards yourself or others
And please never try to attempt suicide again...
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Old 06-01-2013

Yeah, well, most people suck

Originally Posted by MikeyC View Post
You need to see a professional. Immediately.
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Old 06-01-2013
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If you are a danger to yourself or someone else, I think you are having a serious crisis, and need some urgent help.
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