SkepticMind
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Last night I had a very emotional dream that my mom passed away in a hotel that I booked for her as a vacation. I fell apart and I'd burst into tears every time. I literally could not come to peace with it. I went back to that hotel room to pick up some of her stuff and I saw her ghost, I run quickly towards her and hugged her with tears rolling down my eyes. I didn't care if it was hallucination, but she seemed so real, I could feel her, touch her, smell her, talk to her. She said she came to me because she knew I can't come to peace at her death and she wants to help me move on. So I spent the entire day in that hotel room with her cuddling her and talking about anything; what is it like dying, what is it like in the afterlife, and how much I missed her. I started coming to that hotel room regularly, and my psychiatrist requested the hotel not to reserve that room for anyone just to help me move on. I was ecstatic talking to my psychiatrist how I could see my mother again in that room and talk to her. She thought I was crazy but it was helping me not fall apart. However, one day I come there with a gift in my hand and I don't see her. I started freaking out, searching everywhere in that room. Yelling, screaming, "Mom, where are you?" I slump in a corner and I begin crying all over again. I woke up from that dream with tears in my eyes, and I'm still crying until now.
These kinds of dreams recur to me a lot. I have a fear of someone I love being taken away from me or passing away or being hurt. I don't want to think about it because when I do it's really painful, and I never stop crying. Does anyone else feel the same way?
These kinds of dreams recur to me a lot. I have a fear of someone I love being taken away from me or passing away or being hurt. I don't want to think about it because when I do it's really painful, and I never stop crying. Does anyone else feel the same way?