Insanewoman389
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Go you! Now we can go on romantic drives to the beach together!
lmao Romantic drives to the beach? Well I certainly do love the beach
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lmao Romantic drives to the beach? Well I certainly do love the beach
Insanewoman389
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March 15th 2012 8:18AM:
This is going to be a happy post lol. I had my therapist appointment the other day and it went really well, she said I'm doing very good and we even made a goal for me to get my drivers license by the time I go back for my next appointment which I really wanna do cause I really want my drivers license. Other than that I have been doing really well (except for having a cold lol) I've been getting up early going places, actually doing stuff around the house and my friend stayed the night last night which was fun so I'm in a really good mood which is why I wanted to make a post in my whatever journal, that way I can have a happy post to look back on
This is going to be a happy post lol. I had my therapist appointment the other day and it went really well, she said I'm doing very good and we even made a goal for me to get my drivers license by the time I go back for my next appointment which I really wanna do cause I really want my drivers license. Other than that I have been doing really well (except for having a cold lol) I've been getting up early going places, actually doing stuff around the house and my friend stayed the night last night which was fun so I'm in a really good mood which is why I wanted to make a post in my whatever journal, that way I can have a happy post to look back on
Insanewoman389
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March 22 2012 11:45PM
Had a good day today got up early but ended up taking a nap lol. I finally got to go get my hair done today and its...... RED!!! lmao not the exact red I wanted but I still love it :] I also got it cut and it looks really nice it was great being able to get it done and be pampered ;D That and my friend went with me and my mom was sweet enough to let her get her hair done too which was pretty awesome! lol My sister also got her done to but it didn't turn out the way she wanted so that sucked but other than that I had a really good day. Tomorrow gonna go to my grandma's cause we gotta bug bomb but it should nice
Had a good day today got up early but ended up taking a nap lol. I finally got to go get my hair done today and its...... RED!!! lmao not the exact red I wanted but I still love it :] I also got it cut and it looks really nice it was great being able to get it done and be pampered ;D That and my friend went with me and my mom was sweet enough to let her get her hair done too which was pretty awesome! lol My sister also got her done to but it didn't turn out the way she wanted so that sucked but other than that I had a really good day. Tomorrow gonna go to my grandma's cause we gotta bug bomb but it should nice
Insanewoman389
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Red hair! We need pictures.
lmao I might! But it didn't turn out quite like the red I wanted :/ But I still like it!
Insanewoman389
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April 30th 2012 1:33PM
Gosh I haven't been on here in a loooooong time!! I've totally forgotten about this site for the last few weeks lol But I have been pretty busy, I've been getting out AND I got my....... LEARNERS PERMIT!! Woot!! lol I was trying for my drivers license but the instructor said I need some more practice so I just got my learners permit *shrugs* Oh well now I can practice without worrying about getting in trouble haha And hopefully I'll get my drivers license soon. I've pretty good in regards to my anxiety and depression, I've had a few hiccups here and there mostly about my dog sunshine and thoughts about eternity but other than that I've been doing really good Anyways that's pretty much it just thought I'd update this before I forgot the site again lol Hope you're all doing good <3
Gosh I haven't been on here in a loooooong time!! I've totally forgotten about this site for the last few weeks lol But I have been pretty busy, I've been getting out AND I got my....... LEARNERS PERMIT!! Woot!! lol I was trying for my drivers license but the instructor said I need some more practice so I just got my learners permit *shrugs* Oh well now I can practice without worrying about getting in trouble haha And hopefully I'll get my drivers license soon. I've pretty good in regards to my anxiety and depression, I've had a few hiccups here and there mostly about my dog sunshine and thoughts about eternity but other than that I've been doing really good
Anyways that's pretty much it just thought I'd update this before I forgot the site again lol Hope you're all doing good <3
tinygirl.93
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HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THAT. I swear when I over sleep I have the strangest headache....
Fun fact, you can die from over sleeping. Ha kinda scary for some of us since thats our escape of reality
Tulicks
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It's important to try to stay centered with your thinking.... thinking too much of the past triggers depression while thinking too much about the future triggers anxiety. Try not to think too far ahead... my future doesn't look bright either but I'm going to take it one day at a time.
MikeyC
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I'm so glad you're doing great, insanewoman. That learner's permit is just the beginning. You're going to blossom, I know it.
I've never heard of any death caused from over sleeping. I think I'll continue to take my chances, though.
Insanewoman389
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October 4th 2012 8:34 PM Heeeey everybody!! Gosh I haven't been on here in a while once again!! lol Gonna need to work hard er to try to get on more often, although it's nice not to really need to be on here but I'd still like to update and just see how everybody else is doing and maybe help. Anyways!! Guess what? I GOT MY FIRST PHONE YESTERDAY!!! lol I've never had one before so it's pretty big for me AND cool. I really like the phone just been playing with it and trying to get used to it and now maybe I CAN go places all by myself without having to worry about being stranded (something me and my therapist decided to do) but I don't know if I'm up for it *shrugs* Oh well just happy and excited to have my first phone, hope you're all doing good :]
Insanewoman389
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October 20th 2012 11:19 Am
Lord I've had a busy week!! lol At least in my opinion, after a week of sleeping all day and staying up all night I got up and ready on Monday by 7AM, 7AM!!! I normally don't even get up that early let alone ready to go anywhere. I had a appointment though to do some learning test to see if I had any learning disabilities which didn't end tell 2 X) It was a good day though, went to target after and then went to halloween store and then went home and went to sleep after some t.v. Tuesday I don't think I did much, I think I went somewhere but I can't remember XD lol Wednesday and Thursday were pretty much the same except I hung out with my friend on either Wednesday or Thursday. Then yesterday I got up early and left early to go to the mall with my sister where I got something for my halloween costume (I'm gonna be little red riding hood) spent pretty much all day there and then came home and then me and my dad went driving in the echo so I can learn to drive a stick and then later we went to a halloween store, then target where I finally got a top for my costume so now it's complete lol After that came home and just chilled then went to sleep. So that was my week and today it's really nice out, it finally feels like fall ^_^
Lord I've had a busy week!! lol At least in my opinion, after a week of sleeping all day and staying up all night I got up and ready on Monday by 7AM, 7AM!!! I normally don't even get up that early let alone ready to go anywhere. I had a appointment though to do some learning test to see if I had any learning disabilities which didn't end tell 2 X) It was a good day though, went to target after and then went to halloween store and then went home and went to sleep after some t.v. Tuesday I don't think I did much, I think I went somewhere but I can't remember XD lol Wednesday and Thursday were pretty much the same except I hung out with my friend on either Wednesday or Thursday. Then yesterday I got up early and left early to go to the mall with my sister where I got something for my halloween costume (I'm gonna be little red riding hood) spent pretty much all day there and then came home and then me and my dad went driving in the echo so I can learn to drive a stick and then later we went to a halloween store, then target where I finally got a top for my costume so now it's complete lol After that came home and just chilled then went to sleep. So that was my week and today it's really nice out, it finally feels like fall ^_^
Insanewoman389
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May 21 2013
Holy moses it's been freaking forever since I was on here let alone wrote anything on this "whatever" journal lol Anyways I've been doing OK I guess haven't really been thinking about the future much which is good (although the idea of not living with my parents still scares me ] On a much sadder note my pretty baby Sunshine finally passed away in February and it was just as heartbreaking as I thought it would be, it was just awful how she went and I really really miss her :'( I just hope she's OK and happy in doggy heaven haha I feel guilty about this but about two weeks later we got another dog and his name is Snowball. Me and my dad just couldn't handle how quiet and empty the house was without Sunshine so me and my whole family went and got a dog and Snowball is just great!! He's such a little lovey dovey and energetic and playful it's nice although it does make me feel guilty about Sunshine cause I feel like I'm forgetting her and like I'm saying "I like Snowball better" which I don't it's just hard enjoying a new dog when I loved my old one so much. Sorry I just needed to get that out but other than that I've been doing good mainly cause I've just been really lazy and not getting stuff done lol I have been going places and doing things just not the stuff I NEED to be doing like getting my schooling stuff in order and going to see my therapist but I plan on rectifying that soon just gotta make all the appointments and stuff so we'll see how that goes. Well that's it for now hope everybody's doing good ^_^
Holy moses it's been freaking forever since I was on here let alone wrote anything on this "whatever" journal lol Anyways I've been doing OK I guess haven't really been thinking about the future much which is good (although the idea of not living with my parents still scares me
] On a much sadder note my pretty baby Sunshine finally passed away in February and it was just as heartbreaking as I thought it would be, it was just awful how she went and I really really miss her :'( I just hope she's OK and happy in doggy heaven haha I feel guilty about this but about two weeks later we got another dog and his name is Snowball. Me and my dad just couldn't handle how quiet and empty the house was without Sunshine so me and my whole family went and got a dog and Snowball is just great!! He's such a little lovey dovey and energetic and playful it's nice although it does make me feel guilty about Sunshine cause I feel like I'm forgetting her and like I'm saying "I like Snowball better" which I don't it's just hard enjoying a new dog when I loved my old one so much. Sorry I just needed to get that out but other than that I've been doing good mainly cause I've just been really lazy and not getting stuff done lol I have been going places and doing things just not the stuff I NEED to be doing like getting my schooling stuff in order and going to see my therapist but I plan on rectifying that soon just gotta make all the appointments and stuff so we'll see how that goes. Well that's it for now hope everybody's doing good ^_^
Insanewoman389
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May 21 2013
Holy moses it's been freaking forever since I was on here let alone wrote anything on this "whatever" journal lol Anyways I've been doing OK I guess haven't really been thinking about the future much which is good (although the idea of not living with my parents still scares me ] On a much sadder note my pretty baby Sunshine finally passed away in February and it was just as heartbreaking as I thought it would be, it was just awful how she went and I really really miss her :'( I just hope she's OK and happy in doggy heaven haha I feel guilty about this but about two weeks later we got another dog and his name is Snowball. Me and my dad just couldn't handle how quiet and empty the house was without Sunshine so me and my whole family went and got a dog and Snowball is just great!! He's such a little lovey dovey and energetic and playful it's nice although it does make me feel guilty about Sunshine cause I feel like I'm forgetting her and like I'm saying "I like Snowball better" which I don't it's just hard enjoying a new dog when I loved my old one so much. Sorry I just needed to get that out but other than that I've been doing good mainly cause I've just been really lazy and not getting stuff done lol I have been going places and doing things just not the stuff I NEED to be doing like getting my schooling stuff in order and going to see my therapist but I plan on rectifying that soon just gotta make all the appointments and stuff so we'll see how that goes. Well that's it for now hope everybody's doing good ^_^
Holy moses it's been freaking forever since I was on here let alone wrote anything on this "whatever" journal lol Anyways I've been doing OK I guess haven't really been thinking about the future much which is good (although the idea of not living with my parents still scares me
] On a much sadder note my pretty baby Sunshine finally passed away in February and it was just as heartbreaking as I thought it would be, it was just awful how she went and I really really miss her :'( I just hope she's OK and happy in doggy heaven haha I feel guilty about this but about two weeks later we got another dog and his name is Snowball. Me and my dad just couldn't handle how quiet and empty the house was without Sunshine so me and my whole family went and got a dog and Snowball is just great!! He's such a little lovey dovey and energetic and playful it's nice although it does make me feel guilty about Sunshine cause I feel like I'm forgetting her and like I'm saying "I like Snowball better" which I don't it's just hard enjoying a new dog when I loved my old one so much. Sorry I just needed to get that out but other than that I've been doing good mainly cause I've just been really lazy and not getting stuff done lol I have been going places and doing things just not the stuff I NEED to be doing like getting my schooling stuff in order and going to see my therapist but I plan on rectifying that soon just gotta make all the appointments and stuff so we'll see how that goes. Well that's it for now hope everybody's doing good ^_^
Insanewoman389
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I'm sorry for your Sunshine but I'm glad you have your Snowball now.
I can imagine how cute they are based from their so cute names
Thank-you :]
lol Yea Sunshine was beautiful I always called her my Pretty Baby (said like Purtty though haha) and Snowball is just a little cutie! And very curly XD
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Insanewoman389
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Novemeber 13 2013 6:38,
Update on whats going on with me lol Well been getting paper work done so I can take my GED (paper work is for accommodations for my SA) and hopefully soon I'll take the test and then do some college courses. I might try to get a job while I'm doing the courses but I'm not sure. And also we got ANOTHER dog! lol it's a chihuahua and her names copper, she's psycho but we really like her. And guess what I'm doing for my birthday? (Dec 4) I'M GOING TO DISNEY AND UNIVERSAL STUDIOS!!!! hahah I'm so excited I'm gonna have two days and each theme park and my friend leeann is gonna go and I finally get to go to the wizarding world of harry potter, I'M SO FREAKING EXCITED!!!! XD
Update on whats going on with me lol Well been getting paper work done so I can take my GED (paper work is for accommodations for my SA) and hopefully soon I'll take the test and then do some college courses. I might try to get a job while I'm doing the courses but I'm not sure. And also we got ANOTHER dog! lol it's a chihuahua and her names copper, she's psycho but we really like her. And guess what I'm doing for my birthday? (Dec 4) I'M GOING TO DISNEY AND UNIVERSAL STUDIOS!!!! hahah I'm so excited I'm gonna have two days and each theme park and my friend leeann is gonna go and I finally get to go to the wizarding world of harry potter, I'M SO FREAKING EXCITED!!!! XD
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Insanewoman389
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December 9 2013, 2:17 AM
I'm finally 21!!!! **** I had my birthday this last week and during it I went to Universal and Disney World which was a lot of fun. I did OK with the crowds, it always seems like the bigger the crowd the less I feel like I'm being judged I don't know it's weird lol Anyways my friend LeeAnn went with me and she was pretty proud of me for going on all the rides cause I never really cared for roller coasters but I did good on this trip. I had a good time with her but she made me feel really bad about myself sometimes, like one morning she said my breath really stinks and she's never had the heart to tell me but cause it was morning she was less censored about what she was saying and I know she wasn't trying to be mean just.... I'm self conscious enough as it is and my breath has always been something I've worried about and now I'm just really embarrassed and depressed about cause now I feel like no one will ever wanna be friends with me let alone date me. She also made feel pathetic when we would talk to some of the cast members at Disney about where we were from and about ourselves and she would talk about how she has an apartment and lives with her boyfriend and it just made feel really pathetic cause I had nothing to say really, and I know it's not her fault and I did have a good time with her just.... I feel really depressed and pathetic now in a way I haven't in a long time :/ But yea my birthday trip to Disney and Universal WAS loads of fun hahahaha
I'm finally 21!!!! **** I had my birthday this last week and during it I went to Universal and Disney World which was a lot of fun. I did OK with the crowds, it always seems like the bigger the crowd the less I feel like I'm being judged I don't know it's weird lol Anyways my friend LeeAnn went with me and she was pretty proud of me for going on all the rides cause I never really cared for roller coasters but I did good on this trip. I had a good time with her but she made me feel really bad about myself sometimes, like one morning she said my breath really stinks and she's never had the heart to tell me but cause it was morning she was less censored about what she was saying and I know she wasn't trying to be mean just.... I'm self conscious enough as it is and my breath has always been something I've worried about and now I'm just really embarrassed and depressed about cause now I feel like no one will ever wanna be friends with me let alone date me. She also made feel pathetic when we would talk to some of the cast members at Disney about where we were from and about ourselves and she would talk about how she has an apartment and lives with her boyfriend and it just made feel really pathetic cause I had nothing to say really, and I know it's not her fault and I did have a good time with her just.... I feel really depressed and pathetic now in a way I haven't in a long time :/ But yea my birthday trip to Disney and Universal WAS loads of fun hahahaha
MikeyC
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^ Hey girl! Haven't spoken to you in ages!
Happy birthday! The big 21 is a huge milestone and I'm glad you had a lot of fun, despite LeeAnn saying those things to you. I think she had good intentions, but just lacked tact. I'm sorry it made you feel bad but it does sound like you had a really nice time.
You're not pathetic, by the way. I think you're still a nice girl. You'll find the perfect man (or woman, since I know you like that, too ) - I know it.
Happy birthday! The big 21 is a huge milestone and I'm glad you had a lot of fun, despite LeeAnn saying those things to you. I think she had good intentions, but just lacked tact. I'm sorry it made you feel bad but it does sound like you had a really nice time.
You're not pathetic, by the way. I think you're still a nice girl.
You'll find the perfect man (or woman, since I know you like that, too ) - I know it.Nobody's morning breath smells good. Her's don't either. Mine don't. My wife's don't. My kids' don't. It's a fact of life. During the day, keep a thing of breath mints with you. I'm glad you had a good time there, I've always wanted to take the kids there. Congrats on being 21 :bigsmile:
ImNotMyIllness
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Happy Birthday!! Hopefully your friend was just being honest and not mean. I remember I had a friend in High School who would always try to make me feel like a loser. If a girl liked me, he would say: "How can she like you?!" My self esteem was pretty shot.
About bad breath. It happens to everyone!. Here's what I would recommend. Eat three times a day and drink water. Brush and floss in the morning and at night. Chew sugarless mint gum. Don't worry too much about it!
About bad breath. It happens to everyone!. Here's what I would recommend. Eat three times a day and drink water. Brush and floss in the morning and at night. Chew sugarless mint gum. Don't worry too much about it!