wanted to ask what's wwe raw and tell you to not eat it if it's what I think it is!
then had to google it..
well, maybe pretend that's your depression'n'apathy and figure out a way to beat'em both? sometimes fight movies can be very inspiring..
hope you do manage to get enough sleep cause that can be related to depression too.. and alcohol - don't overdo on it, it can make things worse too.. ((huggs))
gotta go sleep now.. take care..
PS things usually seem better in the morning..
PS#2 I think James was just trying to help.. we all know it's not easy.. sometimes things can be done to make it easier.. different things may work for different people.. did you hear from that place you posted about a few months ago? That could be pretty cool too..