How are you feeling?

Lea

Lea

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mrb said:
fine i guess just fin my weight training , now im stuffing my face with a large chicken salad , and a pint of milk , im still waiting to see if my boss is going to make me redundant or not , if he is i wish he would just do it and stop poncing about :mad:
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May I ask, where do you work? Why should he make you redundant?
 
AimeeSP

AimeeSP

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I have myself a mini laptop today, i love it! only 200 quid and it's brilliant! happy. :)

I went to town yesterday to do my own food shopping and it went really well. First time ive properly been out the house in months. I've been invited out to the pub on friday, hopefully it'll go well! :)
 
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AGR

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Feel all sore from weightlifting,cant even sit down :D,but I love it,still a bit weak compared to 5 years ago,but getting back to lift weights was the best thing I did in recent times,I feel awesome.
 
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FOR REAL

Banned
a lot better than i did at this time yesterday, i thought someone had hacked in to my msn.
on top of that it took me aboot an hour to open a tin of tuna, i would of been quicker going and catching it myself!
 
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SplosionDude

Active member
Angry/slightly depressed/glad

My mum, who is an alcholic, drank a tonne over the weekend. The last time she'd been drunk (a couple of weeks before) she had said that would be the last time she would drink (like she has said everytime she gets caught drinking). Anyway, my dad did aboslutely nothing about her drinking over the weekend (as usual) and by monday everybody was acting like nothing had happened. Today, my family and i were supposed to go to this theme park to celebrate my sister's birthday. I point blank refused to go, however, as i didn't want to play 'happy families' and ignore what had happened at the weekend. I had an argument with my mum and she said, among other things, that i should go on the trip and not 'burn any bridges' (as if she hadn't burnt any bridges over the past 4/5 years of drinking!!). I stood firm and eventually they went without me.

I feel good for having actually done something and not pretending like the weekend never happened, but pretty lousy as it was my sister's b-day thing and i shouldn't make her suffer for something my mum did (although my sister still has her bf, her best friend and other brother going with her)

At least i get the house to myself for a couple of days.
 
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chained

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resigning from life... heard there its a defense mechanism,.. u dont give up wjhat u wnat, but u just fantasize about it, sonds good to me.. and if i get out of relaity, well thats even better! for starters not going to school...then we'll see..
 
mossieman

mossieman

Member
like every time i manage to get off the floor to me knees some-one else kicks me in the face and i end up back on the floor
 
AimeeSP

AimeeSP

Well-known member
Feeling good, managed to make it through my dentist appointment and lunch out with my mum and her friend and the sun is shining! nice positive day! i have a filling to be done on my tooth though friday really nervous about that!

Hope you all have a nice day. :)
 
Danfalc

Danfalc

Banned
chained said:
resigning from life... heard there its a defense mechanism,.. u dont give up wjhat u wnat, but u just fantasize about it, sonds good to me.. and if i get out of relaity, well thats even better! for starters not going to school...then we'll see..
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Hope you don't give up.You have a natural talent for languages...I know school can suck so hard sometimes especially when you have the extra burden of anxiety.But you have come this far you may as well see it out to the end and get the benefits. :)

Resigning from life is over rated,been there done that...reality comes back around eventually and you just have lost years to make up for and more of a mess to clean up ::p:
 
evil feline space cadet

evil feline space cadet

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FOR REAL said:
a lot better than i did at this time yesterday, i thought someone had hacked in to my msn.
on top of that it took me aboot an hour to open a tin of tuna, i would of been quicker going and catching it myself!
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The tension between me and the housemate is so bad, that, because I'm afraid to leave my room, i once tried to open a tin of pineapple using my teeth and fingers.
Failed miserably!
Also tried cutting open a watermelon with my fingers and a bank card. Luckily i found a fork tho and cut it with that!
 
Danfalc

Danfalc

Banned
Not sure what to think right now..I've been discharged from my head shrink,as he feels he's tried everything that he really can and I haven't showed any progress,so it's back to my normal doctors.

Been sort of discharged from another place which I get support from..Had a long talk with them today.And the Doctor was really nice and understanding.But he said that he didn't think anyone knew what else to try with me,I haven't been responding to medication or therapy.

I know they it isn't what they said..but I feel like I've been branded a lost cause.I know medication or therapy was never going to be some miracle cure.And I should now rely on myself to get myself better...But I can hardly rely on myself to keep struggling with this **** from day to day.

I've been like this for years,and I'm starting to think I might always be like this and I don't think I want to live like this for the rest of my life.I just don't have the energy.
 
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chained

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Danfalc said:
Hope you don't give up.You have a natural talent for languages...I know school can suck so hard sometimes especially when you have the extra burden of anxiety.But you have come this far you may as well see it out to the end and get the benefits. :)

Resigning from life is over rated,been there done that...reality comes back around eventually and you just have lost years to make up for and more of a mess to clean up ::p:
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thx :) yeah i know ill have to come back, heck i cant even get in right now:p im fighting it.. thx a lot tho :)
 
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chained

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Danfalc said:
Not sure what to think right now..I've been discharged from my head shrink,as he feels he's tried everything that he really can and I haven't showed any progress,so it's back to my normal doctors.

Been sort of discharged from another place which I get support from..Had a long talk with them today.And the Doctor was really nice and understanding.But he said that he didn't think anyone knew what else to try with me,I haven't been responding to medication or therapy.

I know they it isn't what they said..but I feel like I've been branded a lost cause.I know medication or therapy was never going to be some miracle cure.And I should now rely on myself to get myself better...But I can hardly rely on myself to keep struggling with this **** from day to day.

I've been like this for years,and I'm starting to think I might always be like this and I don't think I want to live like this for the rest of my life.I just don't have the energy.
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meds just help u go through therapy.. and maybe ur therapy wasnt successful cuz the ppl who were doing it with u werent good enough, or u didnt guive a 100%.. but i understand how u feel :/
 
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