sahxox
Well-known member
For years I have hated myself. For no reason other than being quiet.
Society tells you it's wrong. That it's bad. Buy honestly, being quiet
Is the worst thing I've done to the world. I pay my taxes, I work hard,
I certainly haven't killed anyone. Yet I had this voice in my head stopping
Me from enjoying life.
I took a big step and followed my heart career wise. I've hit many obstacles,
Not connected with social phobia, that would've knocked many over.
One thing that used to kill me was when people bought it up. But ****, I am
Doing the absolute best I can despite it. I may not say much to allot of
People, but honestly I try to do the right thing. I am introverted with
What used to be crippling social phobia,
But I ploughed through that shit. I still suffer from it and probably always will. But I'm kicking career goals and living now.
I have been told I am pretty emotionless and don't say much. However, when I
Need to speak, I have been told that I am incredibly confident, and actually good
At public speaking!!! Hahaha it makes me laugh because if only they knew what I go through every single day.
Maybe I've adapted through society through an apathetic approach. But if that's the bigger crime I commit, there's nothing I can be convicted for to stop me.
Society tells you it's wrong. That it's bad. Buy honestly, being quiet
Is the worst thing I've done to the world. I pay my taxes, I work hard,
I certainly haven't killed anyone. Yet I had this voice in my head stopping
Me from enjoying life.
I took a big step and followed my heart career wise. I've hit many obstacles,
Not connected with social phobia, that would've knocked many over.
One thing that used to kill me was when people bought it up. But ****, I am
Doing the absolute best I can despite it. I may not say much to allot of
People, but honestly I try to do the right thing. I am introverted with
What used to be crippling social phobia,
But I ploughed through that shit. I still suffer from it and probably always will. But I'm kicking career goals and living now.
I have been told I am pretty emotionless and don't say much. However, when I
Need to speak, I have been told that I am incredibly confident, and actually good
At public speaking!!! Hahaha it makes me laugh because if only they knew what I go through every single day.
Maybe I've adapted through society through an apathetic approach. But if that's the bigger crime I commit, there's nothing I can be convicted for to stop me.