What's the most important person/thing to you in your life?

Silvox Black said:

You desire ascension into a higher being of pure consciousness hm? Am I interpreting your "transition into something more" correctly?

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Profoundly I may make certain statements. Although ascension to a higher being does not sound so distasteful. In actuality it sounds restful.

One of the great fears has been: I could be more. Into the depths of my confusion I may have been leading.

Transition to something more, I merely meant, in simpler terms: to better at being me.

Most important person in my life is my little sister. I want to learn to be there for her emotionally, like she has lately. I was crying and she actually turned me towards her and let me cry on her shoulder. I guess that sounds less amazing to you folks, because crying in front of people/showing emotion is SO rare in my family, she is afraid of seeing other peoples/showing emotion, so what a strong person she is to do that! It makes me love her even more <3 I hope one day I have the strength to conquer that fear and do the same for her.

Probably my family. Sometimes It feels like i'm incapable of feeling anything for them though. It's like I have to make myself see them as important or something. Not good at all. Maybe I'm sociopathic.

Let's see...oxygen ;D

whatkatiedid said:

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My apologies whatkatiedid. I did suspect you meant that, but wasn't certain, and was genuinely curious about whether is is indeed possible to be a "wreck" while at the same time not "feeling" anything. I did hesitate a moment before adding that to my post, as i felt it may be verging not on the "risqué" side, but a bit on the "not sure about that" side. But well, me being me, naeive and not having the foggiest about other people feelings, i went on and posted (also i did not intend to make you feel bad!). But sorry about that anyway.

Would misunderstandings be a major or primary cause of conflict with people?. I suspect so. And on the web, maybe it's more common, as you can't see each others face?. But please do not hate me (or spw site, or people in general) more due to this misunderstanding. I'm sure almost everyone on this site tries their best with people, but its not easy, having the various social-related issues we have. And personally, i find people are pretty much like "a foreign species" to me; i never have been able to relate to people properly. Like i said, i have "no idea" with people. All i know is facts & logic. But i am trying...

It would be my boyfriend because I really look up to him.

God, My education, my partner of 3 years, my cats, My Mom and my computer (in that order)