prince182
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i've been on zoloft for almost 2 months and yesterday i smoked marijuna and had the worst experience of my life. i've only smoked a few times before and nothing like this ever happened, but anyways i took 2 hits and started playing call of duty(xbox shooting game). i got so into the game that i actually thought i was in the game and i just had a million ideas going through my head. it was like a daydream but really intense, then i just lost it and i thought i got shot and that i was going to die. i really thought i was going to die and thought i was experiencing what people go through before they die. i got really scared because for a moment i thought it was really bad nightmare then i realized i wasnt dreaming and this was real and i couldnt get out of it. i realize now that i had a panic attack, but i've never had one before and didnt know what was happening to me. I kept thinking that i was really dying and it just kept getting worse and worse and the feeling was beyond anything ive ever felt in my life. It started off scary and then the feeling just doubled and doubled and i thought it was going to get get so bad and i thought this feeling was just going to go on for eternity and just keep getting worse. my cousins got me some water and took me outside to get fresh air and i came back to reality, but it definately was the craziest experience in my life. i realized a lot of things just beyond anything i can describe or explain. but iam pretty sure it happened because of the zoloft my cousin said he never saw anything like that happen to someone off just weed.