The worst kind of reward!
After graduation, starting on a humble salary of £14k, and then a new company on £18k, and eventually £21k! This is the only scope a person can have of what you're worth is personal, when we rarely consider any friends' or colleagues' pay. All fine.
Then, a very, very AMERICAN-owned, based on American business policy... someone decided to invite me into their hive structure, at £30k. When the boss told me that, I was unaware of it, and I managed not to react the way I felt inside, and didn't fall straight of my chair. Twisted. Now pursuing £40k and £50k
I believe that twisted my career forever. Living like that was more than I ever expected. Since redundancy during cuts in 2003, I've not been accepted by other organisations. You have to stick with what you have, and I didn't realise that.
It's experiences in life that have destroyed me - used like a pawn on a chessboard... a peasant. Inside, I've coped with a lot of stuff - not just $£€ - health, low self-esteem and, overall, factors build into a summit of failure.
I'm just commenting. Not miserable.