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It's been over a week, probably about two weeks, since I quit taking my daily 20mg of fluoxetine (brand name Prozac) cold turkey. I haven't experienced any withdrawal symptoms, and I've yet to go back to the large amount of mood swings and overreactions I had before going on the medication. Best of all, I don't feel as drowsy as I did while I was on the the little green and white pills. It's been slightly easier to get up in the morning, and I don't feel like I'm dragging at work.
Still, while I may not be experiencing drowsiness as often, I still nap a lot. I nap when I could be doing more important things, like brushing the cat, prepping for the GRE, exercising, reading, drawing, writing, or, lately, renovating my apartment.
Today napping caused me to miss work. I had to be up early for a doctor's appointment, but there was a large gap before I had to leave for work. I dozed off and ended up sleeping through my shift. While I'm not at the point where I've received an official warning, I know my supervisor wasn't pleased. I'm vowing to not let this bullsh*t happen again.
I don't understand why I'm still tired all the time. Why I'm so unmotivated. If I'm not missing important things like work, class, and extracurricular activities because of sleep, I'm neglecting my creative endeavors because of it. Sure, it's not as often as it was when I was on fluoxetine, but the fact that it's still happening is starting to piss me off. I mean, does it really take more than a week or two for pill side effects to wear off? That can't be the case...
I need to renovate my apartment and change things around so I'm in a home environment that doesn't encourage me to sleep all the time. I miss the days when it didn't matter how much or how little sleep I got, I could still get up and do everything like I was on speed. I was recently prescribed 25mg of sertraline (brand name Zoloft), but I have yet to even take it because part of me is afraid that it will have the same drowsy effects on me, even though the MD said it shouldn't.
Christ, I need to see a therapist. If there's something the matter with me (which I think there is), I need a proper diagnosis and treatment plan. Getting an appointment could take a while, so in the meantime, I'm going to have to take matters in my own hands, because I feel like I'm on the path of failing as a responsible adult. I do a good job at work, school, etc., and I have a lot of potential. I can't let sleep (or whatever is wrong with me) throw all of that away.
Has anyone else ever been through this? What happened and how did you deal with it? Any advice?
Still, while I may not be experiencing drowsiness as often, I still nap a lot. I nap when I could be doing more important things, like brushing the cat, prepping for the GRE, exercising, reading, drawing, writing, or, lately, renovating my apartment.
Today napping caused me to miss work. I had to be up early for a doctor's appointment, but there was a large gap before I had to leave for work. I dozed off and ended up sleeping through my shift. While I'm not at the point where I've received an official warning, I know my supervisor wasn't pleased. I'm vowing to not let this bullsh*t happen again.
I don't understand why I'm still tired all the time. Why I'm so unmotivated. If I'm not missing important things like work, class, and extracurricular activities because of sleep, I'm neglecting my creative endeavors because of it. Sure, it's not as often as it was when I was on fluoxetine, but the fact that it's still happening is starting to piss me off. I mean, does it really take more than a week or two for pill side effects to wear off? That can't be the case...
I need to renovate my apartment and change things around so I'm in a home environment that doesn't encourage me to sleep all the time. I miss the days when it didn't matter how much or how little sleep I got, I could still get up and do everything like I was on speed. I was recently prescribed 25mg of sertraline (brand name Zoloft), but I have yet to even take it because part of me is afraid that it will have the same drowsy effects on me, even though the MD said it shouldn't.
Christ, I need to see a therapist. If there's something the matter with me (which I think there is), I need a proper diagnosis and treatment plan. Getting an appointment could take a while, so in the meantime, I'm going to have to take matters in my own hands, because I feel like I'm on the path of failing as a responsible adult. I do a good job at work, school, etc., and I have a lot of potential. I can't let sleep (or whatever is wrong with me) throw all of that away.
Has anyone else ever been through this? What happened and how did you deal with it? Any advice?