OMG!! Happy Birthday!!!!
Hun, I hate to break it to ya... But it only gets worse!!!! I'm 40 soon to be 41 in 4 days.... And believe me, when I say that it does seem like it was just yesterday I was learning how to drive a car, taking my drivers test when I was 16... Graduating from high school when I was 18... Going out and buying my first case of beer when I turned 21... It was Mooshead beer... YUK!!! that is the skunkiest tasting beer... But my point is...I feel like a young teeny bopper stuck in a old mans body... If it weren't for SA and depression maybe I too would have a life. I have not even had a girl friend yet, going to be a 41 year old virgin for crying out loud. And you think you have missed out on life??? Whoa, I hope I am making you feel better about being only 21, because at 41 my b-day cake will be a 3 alarm blaze!
You're still a baby at 21... Have fun and don't worry too much about the things you have missed out on. I didn't get help or get diagnosed until I was 37... There is still time for you... Have a great birthday!