I miss....
My creativity. I was pretty creative in elementary - HS. But, I just let it go when I got into college. Too damned worry about getting good grades and other stupid stuff.
My hope/optimism. I used to be very hopeful when I was younger that I could become who I wanted to be. But, sometime during the end of college, I realized that things could only get worse now.
The first year of my relationship with my first love. We have known each other for about 4 years now. We aren't together anymore (well...not completely) but I sometimes reminisce about the fun we had during the first year together. It was sweet, innocent, and new. We trusted each other. We were faithful to each other. Cared about each other. Didn't hurt each other.
Having a girl friend. I haven't had one in so many years, that I forget what it's like to have a girl friend. It'd be nice to not have to worry that this friend was only using me for alternate motives.
Being in school. I hate the stress and monotomy of work. I like not having to worry about bills.
Babysitting. I miss babysitting my cousins when they were young. They were so fun and innocent. I miss them actually looking up to me - even though I am really just a freak. Now they are old enough to watch themselves, and surely are starting to get tainted by the world, too.