theres no way out anymore

[Interzone]

I know what you mean. I'm can't tell if my SA has made me lazy. Or if laziness has made my SA. Either way, yeah. I pretty much have no motivation to do anything, anymore. School is just a chore, guitar is just a chore. The only thing I do, is video games cause they allow me to escape into another world.

But yeah, I know what you're going through, one day things will get better for the both of us. And I know that not knowing when that day will come is the worst feeling in the world, you just gotta keep on living till it does get better.

 

[Blaze]

I know exactly how you feel. My life is just one big repetitive circle of nothing. I work 5 days a week only to come home and sit at the PC all night. I have nobody to talk to. My weekends consist of the same stuff each week, I clean until I'm exhausted and then sit at the PC again. If it wasn't for video games and ganja, I would have literally NOTHING to enjoy in life.

 

[DespairSoul]

When you feel sad because of something someone says to you try to do something that makes you feel the opposite. if they are calling you lazy and you feel lazy then do something thats not lazy. do the dishes, clean your room, get dressed and go for a walk stuff like that. also try not to put others opinions over your own. you are important. your opinions are valuable. and most importantly there is nothing wrong with you. btw does anyone in spw have a decent, supportive, understanding family? seems like everyones family is so mean and you are all so great and sweet. wtf.

This is true opposite should helping by someone /not by me/ Im to looking to others like lazy i think is classic by SA. People think im lazy dont working pig i can imagine what is going trough theirs heads. I even dont make education coz of SA.
My family is fine with them i dont have problem but im far from them coz i live
with my boyfrend and i dont have no one other here for example only he. And is very hard.I will try go therapy and will see if will little help,im preparing for
this long time but i never went.

 

[Richey]

i don't think you're lazy nor do i think i am lazy however after working at a few places in a fast pace environment in IT I can safely say that i am not as quick as the other people. I can take a while on one task at work because i want to know everything about what I am doing where as others just shoot through the work effortlessly and we are talking technical work where you need to be really positive. its really hard. certain people are tuned to a certain frequency that really maked them go far. i think we all have this potential we just arn't all tuned in to that frequency to be super sharp socially and in working ..the person that sits next to me seems to learn everything so easily and can articulate it back in an instant. incredible!

i mean when it comes to singing and music you are passionate about it so you work hard at that with some pleasure i'd imagine, so i think its just finding what you want to work at and then let yourself become immersed by it.