When it comes to talking to funny people, I have no problem at all. When I take a xanax I have no problem being extroverted and fun. I just hate my ****ing face sometimes and that's what gets in the way of my conversations. Just thinking, does it look okay? does it look right? those thoughts... i don't have them around my friends or family cuz theres no pressure but when they do happen around some people, they're the only ones that attribute to my **** off behavior where I shut down. I'm good at reading aloud, I'm good at talking endlessly when it's not face to face, like side-to-side... I just wish I could wear a mask. I need help with my BDD..
The social thing you don't have problem with
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Labyrinthine
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Oddly, I'm fine in front of crowds. Be it public speaking or competing, its like I'm a different person. A confident person.
truffleshuffle
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I think almost everyone is like that. I know I am. The only thing I like about me are my blue eye's. I don;t even like looking into a mirror somedays I think im ok then others I can;t stand the way I look.
truffleshuffle
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I am getting better at being around a crowd of people but still a bit not comfortable.