TheWhitePaladin
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Hey guys
How's everyone doing.
So I moved to a new school( and to new country) and education system in Canada is way different than where I come from. The English class is the worst, I absolutely hate with my whole being, it has all this stupid pointless presentations and group projects. Talking about group presentations, we're currently reading othello and our teacher wants us to form groups of 2 and analyze chosen segments of the text. The thing I barely know anyone in class, and all the guys I do know already have their groups formed and it's just me. And 2 other people who were absent today and I don't know if I go to class tomorrow she'll be like well :myname: why didn't you say anything if you dont have a group..in front of everyone...and I wouldn't know what to say and I'd just say nothing..and everyone would look at me...Jesus..its unbearable.. I don't what the f*ck to do, I dont wanna go up to my teacher and be like I don't have a group and she says out loud in class: can :myname: be in anyone's group. Oh god even thinking about makes me nervous. The people's eyes on me, their thoughts, i start to imagine what would they think of me, I'm so miserable I can't even find anyone to partner with... God the awkwardness it's slowly killing me...I always try not to care what people say or think of but its so damn hard...the feeling of just standing there and everyone's looking at you...their girls and boys judgemental eyes on you...its makes me wish I was dead...I'm starting to lose myself...I don't want to be defined by others thoughts but it just can't..I'm starting to forget who I am...I'm thinking of skipping English tomorrow but to make matters worse I have a godddamn assignment too...God I don't know what to do...maybe I can give her the assignment after school and be like I didn't feel well so I left. High school f*cking sucks.
I don't have any troubles in classes that I have friends in, but English...oh dear god...
Plz help me...it for tomorrow
Thank you in advance :kickingmyself:
How's everyone doing.
So I moved to a new school( and to new country) and education system in Canada is way different than where I come from. The English class is the worst, I absolutely hate with my whole being, it has all this stupid pointless presentations and group projects. Talking about group presentations, we're currently reading othello and our teacher wants us to form groups of 2 and analyze chosen segments of the text. The thing I barely know anyone in class, and all the guys I do know already have their groups formed and it's just me. And 2 other people who were absent today and I don't know if I go to class tomorrow she'll be like well :myname: why didn't you say anything if you dont have a group..in front of everyone...and I wouldn't know what to say and I'd just say nothing..and everyone would look at me...Jesus..its unbearable.. I don't what the f*ck to do, I dont wanna go up to my teacher and be like I don't have a group and she says out loud in class: can :myname: be in anyone's group. Oh god even thinking about makes me nervous. The people's eyes on me, their thoughts, i start to imagine what would they think of me, I'm so miserable I can't even find anyone to partner with... God the awkwardness it's slowly killing me...I always try not to care what people say or think of but its so damn hard...the feeling of just standing there and everyone's looking at you...their girls and boys judgemental eyes on you...its makes me wish I was dead...I'm starting to lose myself...I don't want to be defined by others thoughts but it just can't..I'm starting to forget who I am...I'm thinking of skipping English tomorrow but to make matters worse I have a godddamn assignment too...God I don't know what to do...maybe I can give her the assignment after school and be like I didn't feel well so I left. High school f*cking sucks.
I don't have any troubles in classes that I have friends in, but English...oh dear god...
Plz help me...it for tomorrow
Thank you in advance :kickingmyself:
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