I don't have friends, I live with my parents and they know how I'm feeling. And things are getting worse and worse. I'm one of those lucky people who will struggle with severe depression till death. What can you do when life has dealt you a bad hand.
Haha, my father told me that... "what can you do when life has dealt you a bad hand"... right after he divorced my mom and moved away. I was only 13, and I haven't spoken to him since.
I'll tell you what you can do... give God a big middle finger, tell him to F**K himself... and then continue fighting your inner war. Until you win and its over.
Its not easy to win, its not going to be fast. But It DOSE end up happening if you try hard enough. & after you overcome that giant hurdle, any other problems you face in life will be trivial.
Your stronger then you know, I know I was.