dyingtolive
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SPW Vetarans - How hav u grown over the years?
well, i went here almost 3 years ago. I went on and off. I educated myself about the anxiety, how to cope. I lived life a bit and it feels nice to reminisce back to those times. I learned new things about myself.. and i took some big steps to solve my problems that i wouldn't have thought i would get done.
Im still in a hole right now but this time im taking what i feel are more "right" steps>
I was just about to gradute back then. I was pretty scared. How would i survive the real world. Well, i found a job. It was not difficult. Im actually OK in my job. I was reading posts where people were STRUGGLING to make it at work. Thing is I had a ****ty time surviving those years in school. I didn't know anyone. I was an outsider, felt like a freak. People are strange when you're a stranger. Atleast im not a stranger in my job and im accepted.
I had loads of free time those years. College. How i miss it. Now im in the 9-6 daily grind. It could be worse. It was a transition definitely. It was a struggle at first especially with my obsession with working out with the new workload. At school, i had enough time to tend to it, now though its tougher, im older, so its this that is my number #1 challenge and priority.
My best year was 2 years ago when I thought of using meditation as my way to cope with anxiety and to discipline myself. It was the best thing i ever did in my life by a long shot. Unfortunately, i cannot find the peace of mind in me now to do it like i did. I wish to go back that route. Slowly but surely.
well, i went here almost 3 years ago. I went on and off. I educated myself about the anxiety, how to cope. I lived life a bit and it feels nice to reminisce back to those times. I learned new things about myself.. and i took some big steps to solve my problems that i wouldn't have thought i would get done.
Im still in a hole right now but this time im taking what i feel are more "right" steps>
I was just about to gradute back then. I was pretty scared. How would i survive the real world. Well, i found a job. It was not difficult. Im actually OK in my job. I was reading posts where people were STRUGGLING to make it at work. Thing is I had a ****ty time surviving those years in school. I didn't know anyone. I was an outsider, felt like a freak. People are strange when you're a stranger. Atleast im not a stranger in my job and im accepted.
I had loads of free time those years. College. How i miss it. Now im in the 9-6 daily grind. It could be worse. It was a transition definitely. It was a struggle at first especially with my obsession with working out with the new workload. At school, i had enough time to tend to it, now though its tougher, im older, so its this that is my number #1 challenge and priority.
My best year was 2 years ago when I thought of using meditation as my way to cope with anxiety and to discipline myself. It was the best thing i ever did in my life by a long shot. Unfortunately, i cannot find the peace of mind in me now to do it like i did. I wish to go back that route. Slowly but surely.
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