Sometimes I Wonder

[veggielover]

Sometimes I wonder what I'm supposed to be doing in my life. It's incredible how amazing music makes me feel. It makes me feel completely carefree and alive. I wish I had the courage and confidence to show people how much it means to me. I wonder why singing makes me feel so good. Am I supposed to be doing this?? I've always loved to sing since I was a kid, but never really pursued it. Sure, I've taken choir and things like that, but I've never tried out for a solo. Well the first and only time I ever tried out for a solo, I freaking got it!! It just makes me wonder....if I were to try out for solos earlier, where would I be now?? I get really inspired at times, but then I remember that my social anxiety doesn't let me go anywhere else but my safe haven of a room to express myself. Oh the wonders.....

 

[sleepless]

I'm supposed to be working. Shame on me.

 

[Harley<3Quinn]

Oh my god!!!

I think I just read my own mind!!!

 

[p i a n o♬]

It's incredible how amazing music makes me feel. It makes me feel completely carefree and alive.

This is exactly why I play the piano. It makes me so much happier than even a regular person would ever be able to do...

Hahah, sorry, sounds a bit stupid but it's true..

 

[arsenalwa]

wow. same here really. sometimes I just think that music is the best thing I found in this world.

 

[Sial Axetder]

Sometimes wonder if only had the patience to learn.
I can hear it. And most times that is enough.

 

[dottie]

@veggielover go for it!! perhaps you can take some choir courses at your community college and meet people. do some shows at coffee shops and bars. sing your heart out. i'm not a bible thumper but:

No one after lighting a lamp covers it with a jar or puts it under a bed, but puts it on a stand, so that those who enter may see the light.

 

[staticreflex]

you can still try out for solos and see where it takes you in a few years, don't think its too late!

 

[sleepless]

I'm thinking of auditioning for a play. I don't know if I have the courage to go through with it, though.

 

[Sial Axetder]

I'm thinking of auditioning for a play. I don't know if I have the courage to go through with it, though.

None ever do. At least I do not. I can put this on my AvPD and SA. In that order. Courage, is unknown until it is done. Forward.

 

[CosmicNeurotica]

Veggie, youtube it.
Let's all hear your beautiful voice

 

[dottie]

good idea! isn't there another thread where people were posting clips of their voice? what is that site that allows you to record quick clips? let's hear it, veg!

 

[veggielover]

You guys are all amazing and hearing your positive thoughts is so encouraging :]
I'm so so sorry, but a couple of you who said to youtube it, NO WAY. umm yeah I don't think I could ever do it, but if for some reason I do, I'll post it to you guys :]

I'm currently enrolled in women's choir at my community college so we'll see where that takes me. Class starts on monday!

My nerves are something that I must overcome if I ever want to go anywhere in life.

 

[CosmicNeurotica]

Pretty please?

 

[veggielover]

lolol i've never even made a youtube video, let alone one of me singing! too much

 

[Kiwong]

Singing is something you are meant to do, veggielover. There are seeds in our minds that can't be denied, and the more you sing, the bigger and more golden it can grow. Things that make us feel better about our lives, and oour place in the world.

Your desire to sing can make you face the biggest obstacles, and expand your life. Good luck on your journey.

 

[CosmicNeurotica]

Will it make you feel better if I show you mine?
I show you mine and you show me yours.

YouTube - bored