HopelessMess
Active member
Hi All! I'm new to the board and to be honest, new to actually admitting any of this stuff in an open forum. But oh well, if you're gonna open yourself up to judgment and ridicule, I guess a nice anonymous web forum is a great place to do that...
I suffer from:
I've fought SP for around 20 years now and at this point it pretty much has me pinned to the mat with a knee on my throat.
If my previous behavior is any indicator, I'll likely hang out on this board for a while, bitch and whine about my problems, then when I feel like no one agrees or "understands" me, I'll abandon the board and probably never show up here again. Yes, I understand most of my behavioral problems and bad "patterns" but I seem unable to change them.
Anyway, I'll elaborate on my looney tunes thoughts and feelings in later posts, but I just wanted to say "hi" to everyone and I hope you won't mind indulging me for a while on these boards
. Don't worry, I probably won't last long here ::
I suffer from:
- Depression
- Light OCD
- Generalized Anxiety
- Severe Social Phobia
- Crippling Avoidant Personality Disorder
- An addiction to Klonopin and a growing alcohol problem all due to the previous problems and my inability to cope.
I've fought SP for around 20 years now and at this point it pretty much has me pinned to the mat with a knee on my throat.
If my previous behavior is any indicator, I'll likely hang out on this board for a while, bitch and whine about my problems, then when I feel like no one agrees or "understands" me, I'll abandon the board and probably never show up here again. Yes, I understand most of my behavioral problems and bad "patterns" but I seem unable to change them.
Anyway, I'll elaborate on my looney tunes thoughts and feelings in later posts, but I just wanted to say "hi" to everyone and I hope you won't mind indulging me for a while on these boards
. Don't worry, I probably won't last long here ::
