Ragle
Active member
What do you feel when you smoke marijuana ?
I smoked today for the first time with some people from university and I haven't felt anything else except a little dizzy. I can't talk around many people especially when there are people I don't know and so I wasn't saying anything and I was constantly thinking I look stupid not saying a thing and I wanted to leave but I was thinking maybe it'll be impolite to leave all of the sudden. My anxiety was at the same level. I haven't felt any difference from my normal state. Maybe I don't know how to smoke although I inhaled the smoke.. I don't know.. I just feel more sad knowing that nothing can make me be relaxed.. I feel I have nothing to live for.
I smoked today for the first time with some people from university and I haven't felt anything else except a little dizzy. I can't talk around many people especially when there are people I don't know and so I wasn't saying anything and I was constantly thinking I look stupid not saying a thing and I wanted to leave but I was thinking maybe it'll be impolite to leave all of the sudden. My anxiety was at the same level. I haven't felt any difference from my normal state. Maybe I don't know how to smoke although I inhaled the smoke.. I don't know.. I just feel more sad knowing that nothing can make me be relaxed.. I feel I have nothing to live for.