Megaten
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I usually try to keep a positive outlook on life and bounce back from setbacks. But at times when a low hits, it hits hard, and I start to wonder what the point of even trying to better myself would be. To be honest I dont think my social skills have really improved that much, at least not in the areas where its most important to me. I dont really have much of a social life aside from texting my girlfriend and talking to my parents. But any attempts at friendships with other males seems to bring out so much damn anxiety that I make things awkward and I can see them get uncomfortable. Im too old for this damn crap. I was hoping to have moved past most of this buy now. But it seems like the older you get the more forced and awkward these things become. Now my best bud spends most of his free time with his new buddy and Im left completely out of the loop. Im starting to fail to see the point of even putting anymore effort into this bs.