LittleGloves
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In the past when I was in my previous class something happened that led to my close friends leaving me. I was devastated because of that and it never was the same anymore.
So I join a new class in a new year and because of that incident I am not the same person. I would always watch what I do and say. I am always hyper vigilant of my surroundings and thinking of things like did I do or say anything wrong or are they talking about me. I can never be comfortable around them like how I was with my ex-friends. Because of this I can never concentrate in lectures or class because my mind is always on the move. Since I am the new student I can't stop thinking how everyone would perceive me or if they would talk about me behind my back. I wish I could just relax and not overthink because it really is driving me crazy.
So I join a new class in a new year and because of that incident I am not the same person. I would always watch what I do and say. I am always hyper vigilant of my surroundings and thinking of things like did I do or say anything wrong or are they talking about me. I can never be comfortable around them like how I was with my ex-friends. Because of this I can never concentrate in lectures or class because my mind is always on the move. Since I am the new student I can't stop thinking how everyone would perceive me or if they would talk about me behind my back. I wish I could just relax and not overthink because it really is driving me crazy.