Horatio
Well-known member
There was a work social event last night, just informal drinks with a whole heap of visitors.
At first I just kept working as usual but then thought I'd push myself and make an effort to go along and try to mix with the guests. Was difficult but I managed and was having a conversation with a few of them.
In comes this prick from my work who deliberately put me on the spot and called me his slave and his "bitch" and told me to put my drink down and get on with his work at that very instant.
He proceeded to intterupt another two coversations I managed to develop at later stages of the evening to say exactly the same thing in front of other guests with great gusto and theatrics
HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO GET OVER THIS SP WHEN PRICKS LIKE HIM SABOTAGE ME WHENEVER I MAKE AN EFFORT????
The truth of the matter is that I knew he is behind with his work so I OFFERED to work all of this weekend in an area that I knew would save him 2 days work next week. Ive already requested politely that he not run me down in front of others after he has done the same thing at other work socials and that obviously hasnt worked.
if it wasnt for the fact it would be letting down a lot of others then I'd say fuck his work this weekend Im staying in bed and he can do it himself
I think Im fucked no matter what I try. People can sense when you have SP or any weakness and they ALWAYS jump on it and use it to their advantage
Ive had enough of being laughed at and thanks to that fucker those suicidal thoughts I struggled with for so long have come back
At first I just kept working as usual but then thought I'd push myself and make an effort to go along and try to mix with the guests. Was difficult but I managed and was having a conversation with a few of them.
In comes this prick from my work who deliberately put me on the spot and called me his slave and his "bitch" and told me to put my drink down and get on with his work at that very instant.
He proceeded to intterupt another two coversations I managed to develop at later stages of the evening to say exactly the same thing in front of other guests with great gusto and theatrics
HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO GET OVER THIS SP WHEN PRICKS LIKE HIM SABOTAGE ME WHENEVER I MAKE AN EFFORT????
The truth of the matter is that I knew he is behind with his work so I OFFERED to work all of this weekend in an area that I knew would save him 2 days work next week. Ive already requested politely that he not run me down in front of others after he has done the same thing at other work socials and that obviously hasnt worked.
if it wasnt for the fact it would be letting down a lot of others then I'd say fuck his work this weekend Im staying in bed and he can do it himself
I think Im fucked no matter what I try. People can sense when you have SP or any weakness and they ALWAYS jump on it and use it to their advantage
Ive had enough of being laughed at and thanks to that fucker those suicidal thoughts I struggled with for so long have come back