I have to sleep with the tv on at night, i have done from being 5 years old or so, im 23 now
My mind gets out of control at night i feel so paranoid i cant even sleep in the bedroom
My thoughts tell me someone is present in the room with me and i keep thinking objects are moving so i panic even more
The tv helps to distract my mind somewhat
Even when i dont feel so paranoid i shut my eyes and i get people talking in my head, like random conversations going on, im not sure weather this is schizophrenia or if its normal
I know i cant control it the only method i have is to distract my mind with the tv
I tend to hate it when its time for bed because i cant just switch off and go to sleep, its my worry time