kuhtreen
Well-known member
I want to love myself so bad...I did once. But that was a long time ago. I’ll never love myself because I’ve decided I’m only worthy of love if I am perfect. And I’m not. No one has ever been or will ever be perfect, and I get that. So I guess I’m just stuck.
I don’t like myself. I don’t respect myself. I don’t treat myself as a human being equal to everyone else. I am dirt. I’m a good, kind person...but I don’t care. I’m still a piece of crap. A nobody. Unimportant. Worthless. Unspecial. Unloved. Alone. Boring. Quiet. Fragile. A failure. A nothing. It’s a vicious circle, but it is my home now.
Sorry to complain but it’s just one of those days, and I can’t tell this to anyone else but you guys. I just needed to say it.
I don’t like myself. I don’t respect myself. I don’t treat myself as a human being equal to everyone else. I am dirt. I’m a good, kind person...but I don’t care. I’m still a piece of crap. A nobody. Unimportant. Worthless. Unspecial. Unloved. Alone. Boring. Quiet. Fragile. A failure. A nothing. It’s a vicious circle, but it is my home now.
Sorry to complain but it’s just one of those days, and I can’t tell this to anyone else but you guys. I just needed to say it.