hardy
Well-known member
lolol...that was a funny post(lets rant). I wanted to be spontaneous but i am so tired. Now i just want to write rubbish, gibberish just to impress others. Blah blah....blah!
Cause and effect. My mom keeps scolding me for not so big mistakes. Dad isn't too happy with me either. I wondered why..! Then i sat to meditate and it all became clear. I did not live up to their expectations nor am i helping them any way at home. Eating their food and ranting at this page with their internet connection doesn't go too well....not that they tell me, but the negative vibes do have a meaning.
Went out and bought banana's for 10 rupees(indian currency) less...did little house chores, took relatives here and there , and the people around don't seem too mad with me. Nor do i hate them anymore like before when i didn't know why they were upset with me. Rant rant..!!
Bro was not so happy talking to me. We both gave each other bad times. Now i take him to the bus stop saving his 30-40 bucks and he is happy with me. Rant rant..!
Used to feel sick when Dad was drunk. As he seldom kept his mouth shut. Then i meditated and it became clear i cannot change others. I ask him if his day was long...and snap comes the reply, yes son' i am stressed'. Now i sometimes just sit and listen to him not judging. Blah blah...!
Life has become easier and simpler.....i meditate to make things easier. Or i would have ranted more. Thank you for listening.
Cause and effect. My mom keeps scolding me for not so big mistakes. Dad isn't too happy with me either. I wondered why..! Then i sat to meditate and it all became clear. I did not live up to their expectations nor am i helping them any way at home. Eating their food and ranting at this page with their internet connection doesn't go too well....not that they tell me, but the negative vibes do have a meaning.
Went out and bought banana's for 10 rupees(indian currency) less...did little house chores, took relatives here and there , and the people around don't seem too mad with me. Nor do i hate them anymore like before when i didn't know why they were upset with me. Rant rant..!!
Bro was not so happy talking to me. We both gave each other bad times. Now i take him to the bus stop saving his 30-40 bucks and he is happy with me. Rant rant..!
Used to feel sick when Dad was drunk. As he seldom kept his mouth shut. Then i meditated and it became clear i cannot change others. I ask him if his day was long...and snap comes the reply, yes son' i am stressed'. Now i sometimes just sit and listen to him not judging. Blah blah...!
Life has become easier and simpler.....i meditate to make things easier. Or i would have ranted more. Thank you for listening.
