Tempus35
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So sorry if this is long or unenventful but I need to vent.
It seems that I am screwed. I want to go back to school and try to get my degree, but I have had many issues there, most steaming from my issues of Social Phobia and Depression. I am on a break right now, and was planning on going back this fall. But as life as it, I might not be able to. Not only are the loan companies demanding that I pay them back now but my dad is the one cosigned on it so now they are bugging him. In turn he is yelling at me about it and telling me that I need a job, well that is great but not only is it hard to find a job due to the state of the world, but it is hard due to my social phobia and the fact that I live in to small a town. I know I need a job, I need money really, not the job, but that is the only way. And not only am I really struggling with money, with schools and loan companies demanding money, but the one person that supports me in my life, is now really struggling with money, and I have no clue what is going to happen. Going back to school is just getting more and more in debt and unless I complete it I will have wasted tons of money not only on my record but on many peoples.
I am just highly depressed today, I have no clue what to do. I wish I could just get rid of the loans and the debt of my families, and just move on.
It seems that I am screwed. I want to go back to school and try to get my degree, but I have had many issues there, most steaming from my issues of Social Phobia and Depression. I am on a break right now, and was planning on going back this fall. But as life as it, I might not be able to. Not only are the loan companies demanding that I pay them back now but my dad is the one cosigned on it so now they are bugging him. In turn he is yelling at me about it and telling me that I need a job, well that is great but not only is it hard to find a job due to the state of the world, but it is hard due to my social phobia and the fact that I live in to small a town. I know I need a job, I need money really, not the job, but that is the only way. And not only am I really struggling with money, with schools and loan companies demanding money, but the one person that supports me in my life, is now really struggling with money, and I have no clue what is going to happen. Going back to school is just getting more and more in debt and unless I complete it I will have wasted tons of money not only on my record but on many peoples.
I am just highly depressed today, I have no clue what to do. I wish I could just get rid of the loans and the debt of my families, and just move on.
Sorry about your dad too.. having all that pressure on you really sucks... I sympathize with you completely.. I'm just sorry I can't be of more help...