recluse
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I've noticed that when i am with my parents i feel much more shy when talking to people we know and when ordering in restaurants etc. When i am alone i feel that there is no one to watch me talk to people, I talk with a little bit more ease to people.
I don't know why this is. I just feel embarassed to have my parents with me watching my every move, i also feel i am an embarassment to my parents and that they are dissapointed with me although they tell me otherwise.
I remember my mum used to watch me when i was younger talking on the phone when applying for jobs etc and she would correct me which brought on a feeling a shame, so perhaps this is one factor?
I don't know why this is. I just feel embarassed to have my parents with me watching my every move, i also feel i am an embarassment to my parents and that they are dissapointed with me although they tell me otherwise.
I remember my mum used to watch me when i was younger talking on the phone when applying for jobs etc and she would correct me which brought on a feeling a shame, so perhaps this is one factor?