why_do_I_try
Active member
so heres my situation:
the girl ive come to know really well who i'm practically in love with is after this new guy, we all go to the same college and it's like he's come out of no where, she never knew him before a couple of days ago. she's one of my best friends and sometimes i think that maybe she wants more too like me, but now she's starting to see this new guy and it makes me think whats wrong with me?
and to make things worse i thought that maybe something was about to happen with us when she seemed really happy and spent more time with me but it must have been because of the new guy(not the spending more time with me, that i don't know why)
i feel like i've lost my chance(if i ever did have one) because i was planning on telling her how i feel at our friends party soon(liquid courage anyone?) then again even if she did want something more i'd probably ruin it because of sa.
just wanted to get this out of my head thanks for reading if you got this far and sorry for the bad english.
the girl ive come to know really well who i'm practically in love with is after this new guy, we all go to the same college and it's like he's come out of no where, she never knew him before a couple of days ago. she's one of my best friends and sometimes i think that maybe she wants more too like me, but now she's starting to see this new guy and it makes me think whats wrong with me?
and to make things worse i thought that maybe something was about to happen with us when she seemed really happy and spent more time with me but it must have been because of the new guy(not the spending more time with me, that i don't know why)
i feel like i've lost my chance(if i ever did have one) because i was planning on telling her how i feel at our friends party soon(liquid courage anyone?) then again even if she did want something more i'd probably ruin it because of sa.
just wanted to get this out of my head thanks for reading if you got this far and sorry for the bad english.