I've had SAD for 12 years but ever since I graduated from college last December, I have been feeling very very lonely. This year so far, I don't think I've gone out more than 10 times because in college, I took a lot of night classes, so that kept me busy at night. Now, usually when I leave work, I mostly just go home and watch TV, DVDs, and go online.
When I was 14, I met a friend who was also a mentor to me. She moved away 5 years ago, and since then I haven't really made a big effort to go out and meet people. I do have quite a bit of friends, mostly former and current coworkers and my ex. I know they won't mind me contacting them, but like most people on here, I feel like I would be bothering them so I usually let them initiate contact.
I return to school in October, so I am going to try to begin therapy and treatment in the meantime, so once school starts, it will be easier for me to be around people and make friends.