DanFC
Well-known member
medium-to-large-sized rant here.
I went to my vertebrate anatomy class this morning, not a lot of people were there so I sat where I usually do, near the front on the edge of one of the rows of the auditorium with no one else near me except below/above. As class was starting, this great looking gal decided to sit next to me.
Now, this almost NEVER happens, especially when there's plenty of room elsewhere. As objective as I can be from myself, I know I'm not a good-looking person, and regardless I'm always kind of in an angry mood around campus (constant grimace and whatnot), so people usually know not to be near me.
And then, guess what the topic was? Yeap, reproduction. Yaaaaaay. It was so awkward being next to this gorgeous girl who for some reason wanted to sit next to me during a lecture on reproduction, but that wasn't enough now was it -_-
During the lecture she started calling out some things as how good students do when professors ask questions. However, it was pretty much only audible enough so that I heard it, so it was kind of weird. Then, all of the sudden her foot is touching my leg, and staying there. Luckily, I was able to somehow keep my composure through controlled breathing and I was able to put down any shaking by constantly writing lecture notes, and I moved my leg back as casually as I could, but OMG, I felt like I was going to break apart.
Now I feel like a complete idiot. She may have been coming on to me and all I could do was sit there like a statue. I knew this while it was happening, but I could do nothing about it. I know a normal guy would take advantage of this to at least make a new acquaintance, but I don't know how they do it! What do they say??? I seriously wanted to just punch myself, lol.
Anyways, I don't expect anybody to read all this, I just had to let it out.
I went to my vertebrate anatomy class this morning, not a lot of people were there so I sat where I usually do, near the front on the edge of one of the rows of the auditorium with no one else near me except below/above. As class was starting, this great looking gal decided to sit next to me.
Now, this almost NEVER happens, especially when there's plenty of room elsewhere. As objective as I can be from myself, I know I'm not a good-looking person, and regardless I'm always kind of in an angry mood around campus (constant grimace and whatnot), so people usually know not to be near me.
And then, guess what the topic was? Yeap, reproduction. Yaaaaaay. It was so awkward being next to this gorgeous girl who for some reason wanted to sit next to me during a lecture on reproduction, but that wasn't enough now was it -_-
During the lecture she started calling out some things as how good students do when professors ask questions. However, it was pretty much only audible enough so that I heard it, so it was kind of weird. Then, all of the sudden her foot is touching my leg, and staying there. Luckily, I was able to somehow keep my composure through controlled breathing and I was able to put down any shaking by constantly writing lecture notes, and I moved my leg back as casually as I could, but OMG, I felt like I was going to break apart.
Now I feel like a complete idiot. She may have been coming on to me and all I could do was sit there like a statue. I knew this while it was happening, but I could do nothing about it. I know a normal guy would take advantage of this to at least make a new acquaintance, but I don't know how they do it! What do they say??? I seriously wanted to just punch myself, lol.
Anyways, I don't expect anybody to read all this, I just had to let it out.