you fall asleep, you wake up much later, you just want to fall back to sleep but you cant cause you need to go to the bathroom, you relax and attempt to go back to sleep by blocking your mind out at the fact that you are still alive, but you still need the bathroom. so you get up go to the bathroom with your eyes half shut and hope to return to where you were before. sleeping, in a great place, where no one thinks about anything!
you see happy people outside your window, kids playing in the sun or snow, with their mums and dads, and you say to yourself, 'i wonder what thats like' this
its not a jealousy thing, its more of a curiosity thing, like how it must feel to be normal.
you never knew you were depressed, because you never knew what depressed was.
you look up books about SA!!, and you still come to the same thought.! 'what is SA' ?
ive always thought anxiety = anxiety, i dont know the difference! (if there is a difference?)
when i say "you" im actually meaning eveyone on here
you see happy people outside your window, kids playing in the sun or snow, with their mums and dads, and you say to yourself, 'i wonder what thats like' this
its not a jealousy thing, its more of a curiosity thing, like how it must feel to be normal.
you never knew you were depressed, because you never knew what depressed was.
you look up books about SA!!, and you still come to the same thought.! 'what is SA' ?
ive always thought anxiety = anxiety, i dont know the difference! (if there is a difference?)
when i say "you" im actually meaning eveyone on here
