combat
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So at work I was in the back of one of the work vehicles with 2 coworker, one of them being the girl I really like. And I was being asked "so what do you want to do for your break, where do you want to get dropped off," stuff of that nature and I really just felt like I was being put on the spot. I don't know why, it's stupid but I was just feeling very self-conscious (I often do when people ask me things that require an even remotely personal decision, I guess it's that feeling of being judged). So I was answering with "I don't know, doesn't matter to me," etc.
And then the girl says "(insert my first name), you need to talk!" Ouch. It's been a while since I've been told that and it's like a sucker punch to the gut because now I REALLY feel self-conscious, like now every single word I utter will be carefully analyzed. God I really suck, I thought I was making good progress with her... now I just don't know. Girls don't like guys lacking confidence, right? Ugh. I am so frustrated right now. I'll try to just pretend it never happened and keep on doing what I've been doing (worst that can happen is she wont hang out with me again), but f***... I feel like such a loser now.
And then the girl says "(insert my first name), you need to talk!" Ouch. It's been a while since I've been told that and it's like a sucker punch to the gut because now I REALLY feel self-conscious, like now every single word I utter will be carefully analyzed. God I really suck, I thought I was making good progress with her... now I just don't know. Girls don't like guys lacking confidence, right? Ugh. I am so frustrated right now. I'll try to just pretend it never happened and keep on doing what I've been doing (worst that can happen is she wont hang out with me again), but f***... I feel like such a loser now.