froghat
Well-known member
It really gets exhausting when you are anxious day af6ter day 24 hours a day. I should feel better since I now have a good paying job and am better than I was a year ago, but I don't. Every day is exactly the same. I go to work, I feel awkward the whole day, when I talk to people I feel anxious, when I don't talk to people i feel anxious. Not many people try to start a conversation with me. I don't blame them. Who wants to talk to someone who is always anxious? Why should I expect people to like my personality when I don't even like it. I hate it! It's getting tiresome. There's no joy in my life. I'm even starting to hate my job. The only thing I get out of it is money and a boss who won't leave me alone. I don't know what else to do. I just don't feel like I belong in this world. Every day is exactly the same. Socially I fail fail fail. I suck!