i got a stoner friend..
How to cope loneliness? Is it posible? My idea would be to entertain ourselves until something showes up.
that's the 35 billion Q. just take a walk, go to a park, if an old lady appraches you just say hi. you can met people by people who know each other and all that crap. i've find a girl who gave me a massage i really like her, and she asked about me the other day (or so said my sis) i was like wtf, i haven0t talked to her, i just got a boner when she was giving a massage back then (i havent decided if im more shy now or before) so anyways, she's ok. i'd marry her if i had the cash..
Back to topic; some friends came at me after i gained my memory (i lost it for a while, and still fails me) i wrote to them expecting something, and they did showed up, it's kinda akward, but img lad they still think im cool, cause honest im melancholical as hell, so they visit me here at home and wake me up, of course i wake up like wtf, who are you? (fucking mind) they're my best friends and i love them, and im so fucking depressed that i almost feel bad that i don't want to go out. but as days passes by i realize i did had a good time. i've been through so much shit, and giving 'em all my schopenhauer ideas that i don't know why they love me. but i do love them.
Boredom always indicates an uncharged tension..sex? love? death wish?
I also got other friends i can barely remember, before the shit happened..they also invite me now and then to see them play, but since im sad i can't get myself to see them again. also we're all trying to make a living. and i also got a female friend (Who i rejected long time agooo, and then she rejeceted me long time ago, we remained friends and i remained stalking her..the last time i saw her was coincidence, i also love her. i think im just getting old..i can't enjoy green day anymore, or nirvana..(and then i forgave kurt cobainfor being an ass and blewing his head).
Conclusion: call your old friends it gets akward, but you got to enjoy the present i love'em.