stand_up
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I am naturally terrified at working with people.
Despite having SA out of all jobs, I am a social worker. I go to people's homes, I interview and counsell people, I answer random phone calls in the office (with at least 3 other people around me that hear what I say on the phone), I contact other organisations and communicate with other health workers.
Every single day I make sure I arrive 30 minutes early, and I sit in the car parked away in the corner. I do this so I can take deep breathes before I start work. I look at my organiser to identify events of the day that may make me anxious and I mentally prepare for it. Sometimes even jotting down lines that might get me out of trouble.
I have forced myself to do this,...because I have no choice, what I want to do in life is to help other people, that's why I am a social worker. I remind myself my passion is worth confronting my SA.
My SA gets better slowly, but it will always be there...I just learn to cope better.
Despite having SA out of all jobs, I am a social worker. I go to people's homes, I interview and counsell people, I answer random phone calls in the office (with at least 3 other people around me that hear what I say on the phone), I contact other organisations and communicate with other health workers.
Every single day I make sure I arrive 30 minutes early, and I sit in the car parked away in the corner. I do this so I can take deep breathes before I start work. I look at my organiser to identify events of the day that may make me anxious and I mentally prepare for it. Sometimes even jotting down lines that might get me out of trouble.
I have forced myself to do this,...because I have no choice, what I want to do in life is to help other people, that's why I am a social worker. I remind myself my passion is worth confronting my SA.
My SA gets better slowly, but it will always be there...I just learn to cope better.