Ive got a history now of having extreme problems with holding a job down. My first job, i quit after 3 days, breaking into tears, couldnt handle the stress it put me through. The next one, 3 months in, id pushed my emotional capability to the limit, that i felt like actually crashing on the way to work so i wouldnt have to go.
Now ive got a new job, very lucky to have one, a friend of mine got me the job, and i even get to work with them which is amazing. And yet, i still cant handle it, i still feel like crying, i still spend all my days off just terrified of having to go back to work. I just dont know how to cope anymore. My heart is going through hell, constantly beating fast, hurting physically.
Now ive got a new job, very lucky to have one, a friend of mine got me the job, and i even get to work with them which is amazing. And yet, i still cant handle it, i still feel like crying, i still spend all my days off just terrified of having to go back to work. I just dont know how to cope anymore. My heart is going through hell, constantly beating fast, hurting physically.