Anyone seen the Twin Peaks, series 2, episodes 20 around then?
Never seen any of this recently, and nothing to do with Xmas - I just discovered some of these - the B&W zigzag striped floor with red curtains? Didn't expect it - thought it was basic industrial drama in the trees, at diners.
This got me going! The little dwarf with the strange head - people appearing and disappearing. People appear in the lobby, baring teeth, running to bite. The sound is muted, with subtitles to show that the main character can't hear what they're saying. We, the audience, read it. There is shocking strobe lighting. The screaming sound. Seems to mean a panic attack.
Anyway. I've been having selective hearing throughout my life. It's become paramount to my social issues; I'm trying to explain this in my Audiology clinics, and in community interview workshops. I listen to people on the phone and face-to-face and seriously cannot make anything of what they say. Not muted as in Twin Peaks - psychological entertainment.
I get this in real life. Busy bar with loud music is a standard way you can't hear. I speak, unable if they can hear me. These strobes and muted voice makes me think of all the direct interviews which trigger my subtle panic attacks - sweating, shuddering and losing it. I hear vocal sounds, but it sounds like a foreign language, while I do hear English, but my brain translates is as meaningless mumble. 'bbbllleeeeeuughghghhhgh...'' What can I do? It's a one-way street.
Just recently, met a friend's mum at her house. Late 70s. Oxygen tubes, walking stick. I'm pleasant. I say 'hi' and give a peck on the cheek before and after. That's tough enough in itself. Struggling to hear a word of her mumbles. I do my best to respond. I come up with any topic. I certainly get some good smiles and giggles out of that.
Meeting strangers - interviewing with people who hold my future in their hands. I collapse (inside my head) and put on a front. Pleasantries. What is this? ... people eating their lunch on the phone? People got trouble with their tongue... 'cat got it?' Lips? False teeth? Vocal chords? Are they drunk? Too stupid to articulate? I speak clear, perfect, crisp Queen's English. I never, ever say 'uuhhhmmmmmmm', 'uuuuuugggghhhhhmmmm'. Sly Stallone sluurr?
Is it them? Is it me? I've read books on this. 'Understanding what we understand'...
Anyone else feel this confusion? I mostly get into a loop of accusing others. It's hard to avoid that, and take the loving approach. I hear scrambled eggs pouring out of their mouths into my ears.
The sound in Twin Towns in these episodes is obviously manufactured by editing - along with the strobing flashes - I know the triggers used with audio & visual mixers... it's made to sound like a sound glitch of a mobile phone with poor transmission & reception. It goes for face-to-face situations for me