is this stupid?:(

Hi people,

I have made a new video of me talking about my life social anxiety.
And i relaly think i look really arrogant and like im talking ****
like that i look like im making fun of social anxiety like its nothing
but I got really severe anxiety
and even about this Stupid video.. I loook so weird and stupid talking like a fool
and I hate myself .. in this video... My friend told me I should put it online
But I'm like.. should i delete it again????? ...

Well yeah. here it is..

YouTube - Social Anxiety - I want to take good steps!!!:)
 
argh im just worried about every eye contact i make :s When i smile about stuff i look so stupid :S and my stupid facional expression sucks

well whatever .. x_X
 

Feathers

Well-known member
Well, you look very attractive, and like you could be a professional moderator! I think it would be great if you posted videos with other topics too, like what you find important in the world etc?

It's really difficult to believe such a gorgeous and apparently 'communicative' girl would have SA, though I understand you!!
(Some really good actors and singers apparently had it too!!)
 

Sammie_Kay

Well-known member
I wish I could have watched your video, I understand why you took it down but here is my reason why I think you should put it back up and just make it where no one can leave comments.

About two years or so ago I was watching videos on youtube and I came across one talking about SAD and I had no clue what it was but after I watched it, I started to understand that Im not alone and that I could get help and deal with what i have to go though every day. I just think maybe if you keep ur video up you could help someone like me who doesnt even know what SAD is.

I have to give u major props for even making a video. I dont think I could ever do that.
 
Well, you look very attractive, and like you could be a professional moderator! I think it would be great if you posted videos with other topics too, like what you find important in the world etc?

It's really difficult to believe such a gorgeous and apparently 'communicative' girl would have SA, though I understand you!!
(Some really good actors and singers apparently had it too!!)

Aww thanks, yeah many people have SA.. most of them hide it..
I do too. So that seems ilke I dont have SA on videos..
I want to look ''confident''.
But in real life im the oposite.. sometimes I freeze in front of a huge crowd and people stare at me like.. wow what is wrong with her look.

And I would love to become a moderator someday, especially on a place like this, maybe someday when they are lookin for a mod.. :)

But ive posted a new video about my own community.. (i hope this is legal here, if not i will delete this) im not anxious because of this video because my face isnt in front of camera

You know when i take a video i have to do it a thousand times before i actually post it..

YouTube - Social Anxiety Community PUBLISHED!
 
:) Hey Saskia, maybe try some acting classes to learn to control facial expressions? I think you're a natural, I love your 'because I'm dutch' clip. You never know, you could end up becoming the next 'Jennifer' ;)
 
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