I'm sorry for posting so much

[dannyboy65]

I am sorry for posting so much. I just don't have anyone to talk to, I have no where to go. I have my life coach, yes, but I'm afraid if I tell him what goes on in my head he will think I'm crazy. I don't have anyone to talk to about my problems, I feel accepted here. Its just with my condition, all I want is acceptance. I am seeing the doctor next week but I'm scared I won't be able to hold out any longer.

All I hear is screaming in my head. They scream violent things and harass me non stop. My worst fear is the hospitals, if I go there I'm scared they won't let me out. I was already there once and they locked me in a white room under surveillance every hour of the day. All I had in there were the voices, no guests, just silence.

I can't go back and I feel that in the end I will be going back. I just have to face the cold truth. I am going insane.

 

[anomicdeer]

Don't be sorry. Well all need socialization if it makes us feel better.

 

[dannyboy65]

Don't be sorry. Well all need socialization if it makes us feel better.

Thank you it means a lot

 

[dannyboy65]

Don't worry. Your posts are always welcome. At least to me.

Stay trong danny.

I just feel like a burden to everybody

 

[FountainandFairfax]

It'll get better, man.

The worst thing you can do is isolate yourself, so post all you need to.

If you think it's too much, make a journal like some of the other users have. That way if anyone's bothered, it's their fault for going into your thread.

 

[Pacific_Loner]

You don't post that much.......

 

[dannyboy65]

I talked to my life coach for half an hour and it helped a lot still feel down but a lot better then I did 30 mins ago.