im new to the forum i dont see the meaning of life any more

[fupinthehead]

i am a 28 years old woman that lives with her 2yrds old baby and a boyfriend. i have no job and i live of my boyfriend. i sit all day in front of a tv with no desired of doing anything. i don't enjoy anything anymore. i wake up everyday hoping that ill be over soon. no ambitions no plan for the future. my house is a mess. sometime i dont even shower for days just because i dont see the point of doing things over and over again. i dont see the meaning of life anymore..

 

[Srijita52]

Hi and welcome to the forum.

 

[neardeath]

I sure can relate to most of what you said. Coming here where people know what you mean helps me, but I am new here, too. Glad you are here. (Watching Westerns).

 

[Starry]

Hello and welcome,

I'm sorry to hear that you are feeling so empty with regards to life. It sounds like you're suffering with depression and it might be worth finding someone with whom you can talk about these feelings openly and without judgement.

I'd say at the moment that your meaning in life should be to ensure your two year old is well looked after and loved. I know it must be hard with feeling the way you do, but your child's smile must surely bring some light to your day?

For now at least, don't worry about ambitions or a "plan" or even the fact your home is a mess - these things are not important - focus on the love you surely feel for your child and boyfriend and the love they feel for you...

 

[Hellhound]

Try not to focus on goals and ambitions, focus on getting help instead. It will be worth it, trust me.