I'm completely numb

[recluse]

I can't laugh, cry, smile, feel love, feel sexual arousal....I'm dead inside. I can't hope of having a conversation as all i have going through my head is negative thought upon negative thought. I see no light at the end of this never ending tunnel. Who will i have after my parents are gone? I will be all alone.

I can honestly say that all i think about during the day is going to my bed and sleep, because that's the only time i can be free from the thoughts.

 

[redski]

I can't laugh, cry, smile, feel love, feel sexual arousal....I'm dead inside. I can't hope of having a conversation as all i have going through my head is negative thought upon negative thought. I see no light at the end of this never ending tunnel. Who will i have after my parents are gone? I will be all alone.

I can honestly say that all i think about during the day is going to my bed and sleep, because that's the only time i can be free from the thoughts.

Tell me about. I have days like this. I really wish I could say something here.

 

[recluse]

I have nothing to say in regards to conversation because i am full of negative thoughts, and i don't want to exactly spill out how crappy i feel to everyone. I have no sense of humour o'r anything anymore which leads to the question why the hell would anyone want to hang around with me? It's just aswell i have no friends so i can hide. It's not so easy to hide from work though.

 

[LazyHermitCrab]

i feel the same way except i try to look like im enjoying myself but it's starting to get really tough....anyway this doesn't help much other than you're not alone and hope it gets better!

 

[Hellhound]

I have days like that too... It's been like this for a long while, I don't even know why