I just had to deal with my shitty family being shitty again and i'm stressed out to the boiling point atm. My brother and mom both just went super racist and basically said all black people are morons and well...i wanted to kill them in that moment. Not to mention my mom is a "christian". How christlike of her. Don't even get me started on religion though... i just feel overwhelmed atm by a hate of people... i feel like all i ever get in this world is more and more reasons to hate people and to just kill myself. My family is such a bunch of pieces of shit. They are so disrespectful to me because I disagree on their idiotic ideas and they think the only people that deserve respect are popular people who are successful. I swear to god if i didn't have sa i wuld be successful, but my life feels so pointless because i don't feel like anyone will ever listen to my opinions because i'm not a extroverted millionaire. There are so many things this world needs to learn but they turn a blind eye to the people who have the wisdom to say it. I'm not trying to act like i'm some genius or something, but i feel like i have a lot of wisdom and deserve to be listened to just like anyone else. Unfortunately i'm never even given the time of day when my opinions come up. It feels so pointless to be alive when I don't feel like I can positively influence this world and i am stuck being miserable 24/7. I just want to snap but i can't do that either. I'm in such a losing situation and it isn't even my fault. I hate my ****ing life and i hate this world.
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