anomicdeer
Well-known member
I really hate myself.
I finally got a job after 3 years I graduated and I quit to move in with someone across the state. I couldn't transfer to another place either so I quit instead hoping that I'll get a job easily since I had one before.
Well now it's almost 3 years later and I can't get one. I was part of a cash assistance program and recently got a work assignment through a job service but that ended after the 3rd week.
I don't want to go back to the lab to keep my assistance. I know I will just get laughed at and get looked at as lazy and whatever relates to inferior. The supervisor there wasn't even there longer than I've been there so I know if I come back, she will just feel bad and I would hate going in their seeing them every day. Plus all we do is sit at a computer doing nothing.
Well, now I am pretty much a loser. I can't get a job. I don't have money to go to college. I don't get calls for interviews. My experience isn't good enough. No one wants to hire a black person anyways. I'm done, unless I was in an area with mostly blacks. Then they would probably hire me :/
I finally got a job after 3 years I graduated and I quit to move in with someone across the state. I couldn't transfer to another place either so I quit instead hoping that I'll get a job easily since I had one before.
Well now it's almost 3 years later and I can't get one. I was part of a cash assistance program and recently got a work assignment through a job service but that ended after the 3rd week.
I don't want to go back to the lab to keep my assistance. I know I will just get laughed at and get looked at as lazy and whatever relates to inferior. The supervisor there wasn't even there longer than I've been there so I know if I come back, she will just feel bad and I would hate going in their seeing them every day. Plus all we do is sit at a computer doing nothing.
Well, now I am pretty much a loser. I can't get a job. I don't have money to go to college. I don't get calls for interviews. My experience isn't good enough. No one wants to hire a black person anyways. I'm done, unless I was in an area with mostly blacks. Then they would probably hire me :/