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Hi,
I feel terrible again, I'm sitting at home, again and again,
And I feel that my development is going worse.
I can't communicate, i can't socialize, because I'm stuck at home.
I can't go to school because I totally ****ed up by don't going.
And now i don't even have a school anymore.
And I rarely see a friend, and I can't even go to the dentist because I'm too anxious to get in.
What the hell Am I living for? To be hurt everyday?
I'm staying at my grandparents all week, and my grandma just told me that I computer way too much. That I'm addicted to this typemachine.
But what am I supposed to do, I don't have any things outside to go to.
Like all the other people, Okay I admit, I'm sad 'cause all the people I know have the perfect lifes, And they do social stuff.
Example, my causin, she goes out, she has plenty of friends, she goes to concerts, but i never do that.
I feel trapped, and I really want to change, but NOTHING HAPPENS !!!!
This makes me mad almost everyday, And I sometimes say the most worse things LIke that I wanna die.
I really HATE my life.
I'm sorry for all the negativity.. But I really need to write down my frustrations.. It makes me just so sad that we all with SA need to live like this.. It's crazy?!
There should be a SA campagn.. HELP FOR SA
I feel terrible again, I'm sitting at home, again and again,
And I feel that my development is going worse.
I can't communicate, i can't socialize, because I'm stuck at home.
I can't go to school because I totally ****ed up by don't going.
And now i don't even have a school anymore.
And I rarely see a friend, and I can't even go to the dentist because I'm too anxious to get in.
What the hell Am I living for? To be hurt everyday?
I'm staying at my grandparents all week, and my grandma just told me that I computer way too much. That I'm addicted to this typemachine.
But what am I supposed to do, I don't have any things outside to go to.
Like all the other people, Okay I admit, I'm sad 'cause all the people I know have the perfect lifes, And they do social stuff.
Example, my causin, she goes out, she has plenty of friends, she goes to concerts, but i never do that.
I feel trapped, and I really want to change, but NOTHING HAPPENS !!!!
This makes me mad almost everyday, And I sometimes say the most worse things LIke that I wanna die.
I really HATE my life.
I'm sorry for all the negativity.. But I really need to write down my frustrations.. It makes me just so sad that we all with SA need to live like this.. It's crazy?!
There should be a SA campagn.. HELP FOR SA