Im 21 I am living in a flat with 1 flatmate she was out and it was midnight my boyfriend wasnt answering his phone so I climbed into bed I turned on a light and felt really nervous my heart was racing and so what I did next I couldn't believe I grabbed my teddy bear who is bout 18 years old but ive not touched him since I was a little girl..he just sits on my worksurface and I dont pay much attention to him...I squeezed my teddy bear like I did when I was younger and I felt safer...now im still holding onto my teddy cause I keep hearing noises but I think thats my anxiety...am I being a weirdo