unwanted
New member
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qHY27VVaCv8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IeYypU9K-...re=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TrtzZSrxR...re=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPurAGRoK...re=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IOnTNOEb4...re=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=msspIGztG...re=related
*sigh*
I guess I reach a point in my life where I just know that I am unlovable, and though I won't give up, like I said before my chance with a girl is so slim. I know this is pathetic but this was what I been doing for this whole week. I don't even sleep at night now as I spent from 12am to 7am being pathetic and crying and stuff. I go crazy, sometime banging my head against the wall, or I just lied flat down until I can't feel any air into my lung before I rise up, sort of like suffocating myself. And sleeping on my bed is too wet, I need to wash my pillow and comforter there just way too much tear on it, but most of the time I just sit in one corner put on my hood even if it 95 degree in my room and suffering in silence.
Aren't those video simply beautiful?
here my pic:
http://s279.photobucket.com/albums/kk130...to49-1.jpg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IeYypU9K-...re=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TrtzZSrxR...re=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPurAGRoK...re=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IOnTNOEb4...re=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=msspIGztG...re=related
*sigh*
I guess I reach a point in my life where I just know that I am unlovable, and though I won't give up, like I said before my chance with a girl is so slim. I know this is pathetic but this was what I been doing for this whole week. I don't even sleep at night now as I spent from 12am to 7am being pathetic and crying and stuff. I go crazy, sometime banging my head against the wall, or I just lied flat down until I can't feel any air into my lung before I rise up, sort of like suffocating myself. And sleeping on my bed is too wet, I need to wash my pillow and comforter there just way too much tear on it, but most of the time I just sit in one corner put on my hood even if it 95 degree in my room and suffering in silence.
Aren't those video simply beautiful?
here my pic:
http://s279.photobucket.com/albums/kk130...to49-1.jpg