I am so angry - a little rant

cowboyup

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What a sh*tty day .....

I had the kids from 5:30 am til now - 9:30 pm - actually I was up and around at 3:30 am....
today is holiday for us so everyone had the day off. But the parents needed to "sleep in"

Then, they took off about 2 this afternoon and now just returned home .... with...A BRAND NEW CAR.
A Subaru Forrester.

Must be nice.

Just a few days ago SIL told me that she is worried she may not have a job next year because the school district is doing major job cuts. Then tells me that for my sister's wedding in September it is just going to be me going - not anyone else (maybe brother) in the family because "it would be just too expensive"

My sister was so excited to see the kids too...but will not see them and will not have anyone to walk her down the aisle...really???

I haven't told my sister yet that nobody except for me will be there.
I don't have the courage yet to ... I tried encouraging her to elope here in this city, but, all her fiance's family is in WA and want it there - they have big family.

I even said she could get married in the same chapel where Kelly Ripa was or Britney Spears was married, but no. darn, I tried!

SIL's sister is also getting married in December - she told me that she'll probably be the only one going to her wedding as well. Yeah, I bet....Wait and see, it'll be everyone attending HER wedding! Including my brother.

And...other good news, her family is expecting them to be there for the holidays. Minus me.

Well, I guess I'll have a peaceful Christmas holiday-alone-again. Actually the way I feel right now, it'll be good for me to spend time with just me and no kids, their parents will be gone - I can have the house to myself :)

Sorry to rant on and on. I'm pissed, it's late and I've had NOTHING to eat all day. Oh wait, brother bought home a pop for me. Let's see, new car/soda....hmm

I need to calm down.
I need a new life.
I need a backbone - guess I missed that day when they were being passed out. Can I get back in line?


A new car, really, ya gotta be effing me....wow.
 

cowboyup

Well-known member
Some days I feel like I need a new brain! :idontknow: Having the house to yourself, nothing is better than that!

tell me about it! lol

Yeah, that's about the only good thing about it, I'll have the house to myself - peace and quiet. Well that's in December but I'm already looking forward to it. Man, that sounds bad,huh?
 

cowboyup

Well-known member
OK, before I went to bed my sister just texted me. So I...I told her.
Plain and simple.
and guess what? She was OK with just me being there at the wedding!
Whew!
OK that takes a load off me. I know it may not sound like a huge deal to some people, but I was afraid of how she'd react....I underestimated her. I am sorry I underestimated her....

whew.
OK, I can sleep better knowing I told her and she's OK.

The other junk, I can deal with it.

:applause::bigsmile:
 
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